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encore

encore

she/her • BPD • rOCD
Nov 14, 2024
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i realized i will have to remove two people who have been my friends for nearly a year now due to our values being way too different, and as well as because they never show up for me in the ways i do for them… those relationships weren't too close but it still stung when people i called my friends showed almost no care when i was at my lowest. it was fun while it lasted, however i feel extremely sentimental right now. i hate losing people even if it's for the better. i hate how hard it is for me to like someone and be liked without feeling like im betraying myself just so i can socialize and feel less alone.

doesn't help to still be going through my grief from the loss of love. the urge to ctb is overwhelming :(
 
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kimcoffee_

kimcoffee_

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Mar 7, 2025
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So difficult why cant anyone treat you the same way you treat them
 
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twilightSparriw

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Mar 6, 2025
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Also for many it's hard to feel what is right towards people feeling depressed or not well… you don't want to impose your attention but you also don't want to be ignorant… it's a fine line- i walked it at times
 
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Peter Skellern

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Also for many it's hard to feel what is right towards people feeling depressed or not well… you don't want to impose your attention but you also don't want to be ignorant… it's a fine line- i walked it at times
Agreed. Someone was saying to me quite recently some of her friends were too pushy and she just wanted to be left alone to recover at her own pace.

People (friends) can often find it a difficult situation to judge.
 
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