I relapsed into a binge eating disorder after a steady recovery of 9 months. I relapsed in February then got myself out of it AND WAS SO PROUD. Well now, I'm back to binge eating and P stopped even trying to get better. I have no choice but to kill myself, because I don't have enough motivation to stop this behaviour. I'm a pig
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Gloom
Autistic Dumbass
- Sep 20, 2020
- 52
It's terrible advice but it's not like I would have listened to good advice, so yeah
FuneralCry
Just wanting some peace
- Sep 24, 2020
- 48,581
I cannot imagine how hard it must be, what you are going through. I hope that in whatever happens, you find relief from your suffering.
stoiccactus
somehow still here
- Mar 24, 2022
- 278
As someone who has suffered and relapsed many times from addiction, I 100% understand where you are coming from. It's easy to blame yourself for personal failings and fall into that hole of despair. One thing that has finally me cope with addiction (I've been sober 12 years) is to think of it as an acute illness, like if you had the flu or monkeypox or something. So its like "here is this thing I have, I can get treatment" and taking the value judgement out of the equation because if you had the flu, you probably wouldn't blame yourself like this. Thinking about it like that helped me a lot. That's just me, though.
I'm not trying to tell you how to live (or not live) your life, you do you, but keep in mind that others (millions? billions?) suffer through addiction and you are not alone.
rainwillneverstop
Global Mod | Serious Health Hazard
- Jul 12, 2022
- 1,088
Relapsing is so devastating.
it's like getting the wind knocked out of you, and becoming filled up with guilt and shame.
don't know your story, but often I do not think a relapse can be defined as 100 percent our choice. How much choice do we really have at addiction? Often not much. But free will is a longer philosophical debate for another time.
best of luck to u
and oh nothing wrong in being a pig, they are highly intelligent and loving beings.Similar threads
