Reckless money spending..

[StateOfMind]

I don't have much money but I'm spending a lot, anyone else?

 

[All Things Must Pass]

What are you spending them on?

 

[western_heart]

Used to be that way until I ran out of credit and savings. Kept me from wanting to CTB too much. The plan was to get better enough to work again and repay the loans, or to CTB.

I miss traveling and having nice things. I want a car again.

(Is this strictly a suicide discussion thread? Would it fit in the off-topic section?)

 

[StateOfMind]

What are you spending them on?

Alcohol, cigarettes and junk food deliveries.

 

[Makko]

Not sure if it counts but I put the majority of my money in high-risk investments.

 

[demuic]

I just spent a lot of money (for me) on currency for a video game. It's one of the few things making me happy right now, so why not, I guess.

 

[Celerity]

I don't have much money but I'm spending a lot, anyone else?

I go back and forth between living like a monk and blowing money on creature comforts, particularly good food and booze. If I gave those up, I think I would deteriorate quickly as I have before. I know what happens afterwards with anhedonia, and it's not pleasant. I'm hesitating to push down that domino in the self-destructiveness chain.

 

[narval]

whait, op it's not me? interesting... especially because i'm in similar situation (except for the fact that i'm not a smoker)

 

[Huntfish34]

Same for me pretty much..... Booze, cigs, and various other substance to numb myself in this world we all live in. And.. just other random Shitt I dont Need, but Want.. So I buy them. Can be a fairly vicious cycle if I keep this up =/