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body_snatcher

body_snatcher

green and lonely
Jan 23, 2023
40
I Am The Blade

what is the point
of playing long game
in a maze
I can't remember or describe

torn to pieces
at every junction
I am the gravel you step on
happy to serve

I am the blade
you cut me with
I am the child
you abandoned
I am the reason
for all misery

I can't restrain it
dishing out torture

the only thing
that feels real
the only thing
that makes sense

I am the dog on the corner
going insane
 
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Ultracheese

Arcanist
Dec 1, 2022
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Thank you for sharing your poem with us. It was really powerful and I loved it a lot. The imagery in particular is great. I loved the line "I am the gravel you step on, happy to serve." How long have you been writing poetry for?
 
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body_snatcher

green and lonely
Jan 23, 2023
40
Thank you for sharing your poem with us. It was really powerful and I loved it a lot. The imagery in particular is great. I loved the line "I am the gravel you step on, happy to serve." How long have you been writing poetry for?
Thanks so much!! Seriously. I wrote a tonnnn of poetry in my teenage years but I took a break for a while. I'm writing music now so I'm getting back into the swing of it. I've been doing one poem/song a day just stream of consciousness and it's been helping me get my feelings out somewhere
 

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