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oxymoron

oxymoron

Arcanist
Jul 18, 2019
439
I'd lost my childhood friend in October 2018. He'd drowned in a lake by accident. I lost another mutual friend last week in California. Same thing, drowned to death. They were perfectly healthy and happy individuals. I wonder why I don't die and they do who didn't deserve to. Why tho?
 
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Terminally drunk

Terminally drunk

Student
Aug 29, 2018
133
Life's unfair an the ocean/water is a dangerous place.
 
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Martyn

Martyn

Smithy
Feb 14, 2019
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As said life is unfair and cruel take the happy people away and keep the people suffering to stay and suffer more
 
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oxymoron

oxymoron

Arcanist
Jul 18, 2019
439
Life's unfair an the ocean/water is a dangerous place.
Yes it should kill me rather than my friends who were happy souls. No matter what I don't fucking seem to die. Health worsened, lost my mental health, lost my job. Don't know what life is. Don't even want to know it. After working my ass off for 19 years this is what life gives me.
 
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omoidarui

omoidarui

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Apr 30, 2019
995
im not sure anyone here has that answer.

life is unfair but itd be boring if everything happened exactly as expected, thats all i got, i dont know the answer why innocent people die though
 
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Terminally drunk

Terminally drunk

Student
Aug 29, 2018
133
Yes it should kill me rather than my friends who were happy souls. No matter what I don't fucking seem to die. Health worsened, lost my mental health, lost my job. Don't know what life is. Don't even want to know it. After working my ass off for 19 years this is what life gives me.
dont worry ul die one day.
 
Rachel74

Rachel74

Enlightened
Sep 7, 2019
1,716
I lost a dear friend yesterday who I messaged from a bipolar forum so decided to end her life.
 

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