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Starchaser

Starchaser

Student
Oct 8, 2019
116
Hello folks,

So.... I just received 5 bottles of "N" (yes i overbought in case something goes wrong and for testing it) and I also got my SN and all the medicine to do it properly, anti-acid, beta-blockers and powerful anti-emetics.

The "N" is from "D" and it looks pretty legit, the bottle hasn't been touched by delivery customs, the liquid looks pretty clear (like water).
I will be making further tests with an anti-drugs kit and I may be posting here it, but I'm 98% convinced that this is legit.

I'm not sure If I will make the sleep test, because you all said the taste is like completely shit, so, I probably will discover the taste only when I def. CTB~

The thing is; If my treatment goes well on the next months, I'm not pretending to use It too soon.
But I gotta admit, having the control of your life and your destiny is suddenly so powerful and peaceful, I can't describe in words.
It is very sad that the state has taken that power away from us (to decide about our own lives).

Anyway... I just wanted to share my happiness and thoughts with you!
And also share my experience with "D", which was pretty quick responsive and helpful, If the drugs tests show me that this is legit, I would 1000% recommend the guy.


Hope you're doing great!
My best wishes.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
48,622
I can imagine it must be such a relief having a way to exit this world at a time of your own choosing. Whatever happens, I wish you the best.
 
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Crazy4u

Crazy4u

Enlightened
Sep 29, 2021
1,318
I hope your treatment plans go well :heart: having the right ctb tools by your side is very comforting
Good luck!
 
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Onthe29th

Onthe29th

Experienced
Dec 28, 2021
255
You most definitely have overbought lol.

I can't talk, I have an n2 setup and I bought SN so I get it.
 
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myopybyproxy

flickerbeat \\ gibberish-noise
Dec 18, 2021
864
why did you purchase both - do you plan to combine the methods?
 
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Trjan

Member
Jan 22, 2020
73
Was it packaged discretely? I'll be making my purchase soon but live in a flat and don't want it raising suspicion if it's left in the postal room
 
Starchaser

Starchaser

Student
Oct 8, 2019
116
why did you purchase both - do you plan to combine the methods?
I just like to have options, to be honest.
If I could buy a gun, I probably would too, lmfao

Also, SN is easier to get in my country, so If my N supplier dies or stop working on this business, I have another options.
It's all about being a paranoid fuck.

Was it packaged discretely? I'll be making my purchase soon but live in a flat and don't want it raising suspicion if it's left in the postal room
Yes, pretty discrete, it hasn't even been opened by Gov. Agencies on custom clearence, totally sealed.
 
gottago222

gottago222

paranoia bae
Dec 21, 2021
275
5 bottles??? i---
you should be in the partners thread lmao
 
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idontgiveadvicehere

idontgiveadvicehere

Member
Nov 19, 2021
37
Hello folks,

So.... I just received 5 bottles of "N" (yes i overbought in case something goes wrong and for testing it) and I also got my SN and all the medicine to do it properly, anti-acid, beta-blockers and powerful anti-emetics.

The "N" is from "D" and it looks pretty legit, the bottle hasn't been touched by delivery customs, the liquid looks pretty clear (like water).
I will be making further tests with an anti-drugs kit and I may be posting here it, but I'm 98% convinced that this is legit.

I'm not sure If I will make the sleep test, because you all said the taste is like completely shit, so, I probably will discover the taste only when I def. CTB~

The thing is; If my treatment goes well on the next months, I'm not pretending to use It too soon.
But I gotta admit, having the control of your life and your destiny is suddenly so powerful and peaceful, I can't describe in words.
It is very sad that the state has taken that power away from us (to decide about our own lives).

Anyway... I just wanted to share my happiness and thoughts with you!
And also share my experience with "D", which was pretty quick responsive and helpful, If the drugs tests show me that this is legit, I would 1000% recommend the guy.


Hope you're doing great!
My best wishes.
Can you PM me his email? I want to make sure it's the same as the one I got.
 

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