Really want to go

[budbud29]

I'm gonna hang to ctb. It will be in my garage because there's some big pipes on the ceiling in my garage that will hold me. my only concern is I already have a noose set up but it's an extension cord. I'm not sure if the cord will break or not. I tested it by putting both of my hands around the noose and hanging from it and it didn't seem like it would break, but it just concerns me that it might break and that would be horrible to wake up on the garage floor. Does anyone know if I'll be all right? Also, I know it's gonna be painful with the extension cord around my neck. I don't have a scarf. Does anyone have any recommendations of what I can put on my neck so it doesn't hurt as bad?

 

[Eriktf]

extension cord is basically a cober wire with rubber coating, people have done it with phone chargers. I don't know the cable gage so I cant say for sure but im pretty sure it will hold

If you it did hold your entire wight when you tested then it will hold when you ctb.

Socks and most fabrics can be used as padding.

Idk your situation but I hope you have tryed to get better before ctb, good luck with whatever you decide on doing.

please be sure you want to go before actually trying.

Use the search bar or go to sticky threads for more information.

 

[budbud29]

extension cord is basically a cober wire with rubber coating, people have done it with phone chargers. I don't know the cable gage so I cant say for sure but im pretty sure it will hold

If you it did hold your entire wight when you tested then it will hold when you ctb.

Socks and most fabrics can be used as padding.

Idk your situation but I hope you have tryed to get better before ctb, good luck with whatever you decide on doing.

please be sure you want to go before actually trying.

Use the search bar or go to sticky threads for more information.

Thank you so much for responding. I've talked myself out of it way too much. I'm hoping I can do it without even thinking about anything.

 

[Eriktf]

Thank you so much for responding. I've talked myself out of it way too much. I'm hoping I can do it without even thinking about anything.

If you have talked yourself out of it many times then maybe you don't truly want to go, be sure you actually want to ctb

You can only do it once

 

[budbud29]

If you have talked yourself out of it many times then maybe you don't truly want to go, be sure you actually want to ctb

You can only do it once

There is honestly some pressure. I don't wanna put blame on something, but there is something driving me to do it soon. I've always been suicidal, but I have a current event in my life basically making me feel like I have no other choice.

 

[tender]

There is honestly some pressure. I don't wanna put blame on something, but there is something driving me to do it soon. I've always been suicidal, but I have a current event in my life basically making me feel like I have no other choice.

Did you try , i did but always comeback on the chair… but like you i dont feel like i have other choice…

 

[budbud29]

Did you try , i did but always comeback on the chair… but like you i dont feel like i have other choice…

I mean, I basically have everything set up. I have a noose hanging in my garage. It's just a very tough decision and a scary one. I wish I could do it with no thought.

 

[Eriktf]

I mean, I basically have everything set up. I have a noose hanging in my garage. It's just a very tough decision and a scary one. I wish I could do it with no thought.

You will most likely feal this way about it forever, SI wont go away