Venting Really struggling to not just end it now

[DashofPepper]

all my pills arrived today and the thought of them is just gnawing at me. im just so fucking depressed rn and im fighting the urge to just do it now. 25 days seems like such a fucking eternity idk if I can last that long. self harm is goinf to do nothing bc im not even anxious or worried my mood is just so low idk maybe if i cut enough the pain will distract me. i feel so selfish for even considering it my sister is incredibly stressed i dont wanna send her over with me. why can i not just have never existed in the first place it would have been so much better for everyone

 

[bl33ding_heart]

Try not to do anything impulsively, death should be something you are fully contempt with before committing to. Whether you go through with ctb or not, I hope your pain eases and you find your peace.

 

[DeathSweetDeath]

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