Help Really desperate

[Yomyom]

I'm try to find nembutal and I'm starting to give up.
My other option that I can get for sure it's fentanyl in patches and morphine.
If it's not going to work, fentanyl can cause Paralysis?
I hope it work but I'm Terrified to become handicapped
thanks

 

[ghostspace]

Fentanyl can cause comas and seizures. I couldn't find anything about paralysis. If it's a high dose, you'll be asleep pretty quickly and the only thing you'd need to worry about is being found.

 

[Yomyom]

Fentanyl can cause comas and seizures. I couldn't find anything about paralysis. If it's a high dose, you'll be asleep pretty quickly and the only thing you'd need to worry about is being found.

Thanks, I read that the barbiturate prevent seizures,
I know where to find fentanyl, in my country it's easy

 

[EGR92]

Thanks, I read that the barbiturate prevent seizures,
I know where to find fentanyl, in my country it's easy

Trying to find it everywhere...could you point me in the right direction?

 

[Yomyom]

Trying to find it everywhere...could you point me in the right direction?

I bought from a local dealer in my country, besides in this time it will be a nightmare to get F (all the US China opioids problems).
If you're not familiar with a dealer it will be better to search for another method

 

[EGR92]

I bought from a local dealer in my country, besides in this time it will be a nightmare to get F (all the US China opioids problems).
If you're not familiar with a dealer it will be better to search for another method

I only know a weed dealer i doubt he'll be much use! already tried to buy it online and got scammed £100. I just want something simple and easy!

 

[CarbonMonoxide]

I'm currently looking for heroin. The only painless suicide methods are rare gases, heroin and carbon monoxide if done right.

 

[EGR92]

I'm currently looking for heroin. The only painless suicide methods are rare gases, heroin and carbon monoxide if done right.

would you have to inject the herion?

 

[CarbonMonoxide]

Unfo

would you have to inject the herion?

Unfortunately yes. But it's just a momentary pain, then nothing. Zero, zip. Our dream.

 

[Yomyom]

I'm currently looking for heroin. The only painless suicide methods are rare gases, heroin and carbon monoxide if done right.

Combination it's a nightmare, choose one method and stick with it

 

[EGR92]

Unfo

Unfortunately yes. But it's just a momentary pain, then nothing. Zero, zip. Our dream.

ugh i could never inject, dream or not, i can't even bare blood tests!

 

[CarbonMonoxide]

ugh i could never inject, dream or not, i can't even bare blood tests!

I feel so bad about this. I can inject, but I'm a former druggie. From my research, heroin is the best way to go. You're extremely high for a couple of minutes then you lose consciousness and die. No pain, just euphoria.

Combination it's a nightmare, choose one method and stick with it

No, I meant one of these. Either can do but I think the most peaceful one is a heroin overdose

 

[EGR92]

I feel so bad about this. I can inject, but I'm a former druggie. From my research, heroin is the best way to go. You're extremely high for a couple of minutes then you lose consciousness and die. No pain, just euphoria.

No, I meant one of these. Either can do but I think the most peaceful one is a heroin overdose

I so wish i could as thats exactly how i want to go but i just couldn't physically do it im such a squeamish person. Why is it so hard to find a way.. im so desperate to leave this suffering behind and find peace

 

[CarbonMonoxide]

QUOTE="EGR92, post: 774173, member: 19494"]
I so wish i could as thats exactly how i want to go but i just couldn't physically do it im such a squeamish person. Why is it so hard to find a way.. im so desperate to leave this suffering behind and find peace
[/QUOTE]
I feel for you. Personally I'm conflicted because I'll be leaving a wife and infant behind. But what do I do. What do I do? I just don't want to do it anymore.

 

[EGR92]

QUOTE="EGR92, post: 774173, member: 19494"]
I so wish i could as thats exactly how i want to go but i just couldn't physically do it im such a squeamish person. Why is it so hard to find a way.. im so desperate to leave this suffering behind and find peace

I feel for you. Personally I'm conflicted because I'll be leaving a wife and infant behind. But what do I do. What do I do? I just don't want to do it anymore.
[/QUOTE]


I have no conflict any more.. the people i will leave behind and hurt are the ones that caused me this pain and suffering anyway.. i dont see the point in living just to keep others happy any more.. i can understand why it would be so difficult for you though

 

[CarbonMonoxide]

I feel for you. Personally I'm conflicted because I'll be leaving a wife and infant behind. But what do I do. What do I do? I just don't want to do it anymore.

I have no conflict any more.. the people i will leave behind and hurt are the ones that caused me this pain and suffering anyway.. i dont see the point in living just to keep others happy any more.. i can understand why it would be so difficult for you though
[/QUOTE]
They'll all die sooner or later, right? I keep thinking that. It's wrong but I keep thinking it. That they'll feel bad for a short time, then they'll die and feel nothing at all.

 

[EGR92]

I have no conflict any more.. the people i will leave behind and hurt are the ones that caused me this pain and suffering anyway.. i dont see the point in living just to keep others happy any more.. i can understand why it would be so difficult for you though

They'll all die sooner or later, right? I keep thinking that. It's wrong but I keep thinking it. That they'll feel bad for a short time, then they'll die and feel nothing at all.
[/QUOTE]

Exactly... Its not wrong at all, its what gets you through. though if you have any doubts at all you shouldn't go ahead. you need to be 100% certain

 

[CarbonMonoxide]

They'll all die sooner or later, right? I keep thinking that. It's wrong but I keep thinking it. That they'll feel bad for a short time, then they'll die and feel nothing at all.

Exactly... Its not wrong at all, its what gets you through. though if you have any doubts at all you shouldn't go ahead. you need to be 100% certain
[/QUOTE]
I'm almost there. 100% certainty.

 

[Jumper Geo]

I'm try to find nembutal and I'm starting to give up.
My other option that I can get for sure it's fentanyl in patches and morphine.
If it's not going to work, fentanyl can cause Paralysis?
I hope it work but I'm Terrified to become handicapped
thanks

Sorry Yomyom,

I thought you got your N from A or C already, I hope you didn't lose money I think with Fentanyl if you take a high enough dose it's goodbye I read this I hope it's useful.

Fentanyl Patch Fatalities: We ALL Have a Role in Prevention!

www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov

Cheers

Geo

 

[Yomyom]

Sorry Yomyom,

I thought you got your N from A or C already, I hope you didn't lose money I think with Fentanyl if you take a high enough dose it's goodbye I read this I hope it's useful.

Fentanyl Patch Fatalities: We ALL Have a Role in Prevention!

www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov

Cheers

Geo

That thread is from the Feb 15, long time ago (for me, at least) @EGR92 decided to wake that thread....

 

[Jumper Geo]

That thread is from the Feb 15, long time ago (for me, at least) @EGR92 decided to wake that thread....

Lol there is still time to send me your N and go with the patch.

Cheers

Geo

 

[CarbonMonoxide]

I'm not really a fan of oral poisons. I'd much rather inject. If I could get nembutal I'd inject it faster than you can say euthanasia.

 

[Heavy]

I'm not really a fan of oral poisons. I'd much rather inject. If I could get nembutal I'd inject it faster than you can say euthanasia.

Injecting that amount of liquid would make you asleep within 10 seconds I believe which is too fast.

 

[Josiah_is_dreaming]

Why are you desperate? What's the rush? Can't you stay just a little longer? I'd like to talk with you, and hear your story, if you don't mind.

 

[Yomyom]

Why are you desperate? What's the rush? Can't you stay just a little longer? I'd like to talk with you, and hear your story, if you don't mind.

Thanks but I'm okay.
If I wasn't clear enough-

That thread is from the Feb 15, long time ago (for me, at least) @EGR92 decided to wake that thread....

 

[Josiah_is_dreaming]

Thanks but I'm okay.
If I wasn't clear enough-

You've got all of eternity to be dead. You don't have to go right now, stay a little while, please.

 

[CarbonMonoxide]

Injecting that amount of liquid would make you asleep within 10 seconds I believe which is too fast.

That would work for me. I plan to CTB in the woods far away from humanity. I live in a country with many wild predators and scavengers who'd love nothing more than to devour my remains.

I'm one of those guys who don't want their body to be found or for anyone to ever know that I killed myself.

 

[Heavy]

That would work for me. I plan to CTB in the woods far away from humanity. I live in a country with many wild predators and scavengers who'd love nothing more than to devour my remains.

I'm one of those guys who don't want their body to be found or for anyone to ever know that I killed myself.

Did you even read? I said if you inject N or D you are most likely asleep within 10 seconds which is TOO FAST. You will wake up the day after.