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Lonely_Soldier

Lonely_Soldier

Member
Jul 21, 2020
6
Ready to leave this world have no strings attached. Wish I lived in a country where guns where prohibited but stuck in England instead, so will need to use another method but I'm so ready to leave this world, I have suffered with boredline personality disorder my whole life & I think it's selfish for expecting me to stay & live with this my whole life. Anyone else in England, feeling the same?
 
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JustAMatterOfTime

JustAMatterOfTime

Fragile
Mar 21, 2021
905
I feel the same, I do not have bpd but other problems instead. I would suck a shotgun so fast if we had lots of guns here.
 
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hfdepression30

Experienced
Mar 30, 2021
236
Ready to leave this world have no strings attached. Wish I lived in a country where guns where prohibited but stuck in England instead, so will need to use another method but I'm so ready to leave this world, I have suffered with boredline personality disorder my whole life & I think it's selfish for expecting me to stay & live with this my whole life. Anyone else in England, feeling the same?
I don't have BPD, but I'm also in England and ready to leave. I've known my suicide was inevitable since I was 13 and I'm 30 now. It's just time for me. I've been trying to gather the courage to finally go through with it.. had a handful of attempts in the last two months or so which I backed out of due to survival instinct and panic. Next time I won't back out, I can't.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
48,680
I don't have BPD but I can relate. I live in the UK too. I just find it hard to bear as I know that death is the right choice for me but I am scared of most CTB methods. I dream of peaceful ways out. I think dying with dignity is an basic human right and society is so cruel just to expect people just to constantly suffer.
 
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WornOutLife

WornOutLife

マット
Mar 22, 2020
7,183
I think I'm ready too but I just need a method.
If I had SN or N, I would've probably already drunk them.
 
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bea1974

Specialist
Aug 7, 2019
331
I'm in London, England.

I don't have BPD, my diagnosis is Complex-PTSD, but nonetheless I relate to what you've written here OP.

Solidarity.
 
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