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dearlybeloved998

dearlybeloved998

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Dec 10, 2021
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Hello everyone. Will a combination of 2M2B + a benzo + a gabapentinoid kill me? Should I take it with alcohol? Would such a death be quick and peaceful? What are my chances of surviving and ending up with brain damage? Thank you.
 
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NearlyIrrelevantCake

NearlyIrrelevantCake

The Cake Is A Lie
Aug 12, 2021
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I once took an *extremely* large dose of Gabapentin; I wasn't trying to CTB, actually, I was curious what effects it would have. I ended up having to consciously force myself to breathe for hours on end. If I didn't think and force myself to take a breath, I just didn't breathe at all. Could have easily died at the time.
 
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dearlybeloved998

dearlybeloved998

Lost and confused
Dec 10, 2021
36
I once took an *extremely* large dose of Gabapentin; I wasn't trying to CTB, actually, I was curious what effects it would have. I ended up having to consciously force myself to breathe for hours on end. If I didn't think and force myself to take a breath, I just didn't breathe at all. Could have easily died at the time.
Was it painful or was it peaceful? How quickly would you go unconscious if you stopped breathing?
 
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NearlyIrrelevantCake

NearlyIrrelevantCake

The Cake Is A Lie
Aug 12, 2021
2,516
Was it painful or was it peaceful? How quickly would you go unconscious if you stopped breathing?
Absolutely no pain at all. It was psychologically distressing since I wasn't aiming to die at that time and I was scared that was going to happen, but that's it.
 
dearlybeloved998

dearlybeloved998

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Dec 10, 2021
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Absolutely no pain at all. It was psychologically distressing since I wasn't aiming to die at that time and I was scared that was going to happen, but that's it.
Thank you a lot, I will look into it ❤️