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Yahoel

Yahoel

Currently in Denial
Apr 5, 2020
7
I think it's actually my first time posting here..
Hello everyone :)).

I really don't have much to work with in terms of CTB'ing at the moment so I improvised a Partial Setup.
Basically I took two of my gymbags and used one strap of each to form a slipknot while the other straps go around my doorknob.
I will throw the slipknots over the door, close it and hang from the other side.
I don't trust one bag alone to do the job as I weigh like 80 kilos.

Do you think it will work in a position like this?
Theres a high enough chance that I won't be found in time but im worried about my doorknob breaking off or my "ropes" tearing.

Also thanks for everything including the Megathreads and the open-heartedness!
 

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FriendofDeath

FriendofDeath

Elementalist
May 22, 2020
833
I don't know what to say about your setup, but I do want you to know I see you, and that I hope you've exhausted all options.
 
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HadEnough1974

I try to be funny...
Jan 14, 2020
684
I feel this is impulsive and you should talk about what's causing you to want to ctb since it's your first post.
 
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Yahoel

Yahoel

Currently in Denial
Apr 5, 2020
7
I feel this is impulsive and you should talk about what's causing you to want to ctb since it's your first post.
It's really not, I've thought a lot about it and gave life a chance in many different ways before making my decision but after like over 2 years of contemplation CTB seems like the superior option. I don't really like to talk about my problems but thanks for showing that you care I really appreciate it.

Btw the setup doesn't work. I couldn't black out with it after quite a few tries. :/
 
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