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lotus.dead

lotus.dead

I just want to be an angel...
May 4, 2026
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I just found out abt SN today. I found out that i can buy it online too! I heard that it'll be uncomfortable since there's vomiting and stuff. but i'd still like to try.

So, my plan is to collect sleeping pills and benzos, take them and wait for 30 minutes so i feel drowsy. And then i SN. so.. what dyou think? Sorry if i sound stupid, I'm new to this..
 
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somelex

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May 5, 2026
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It all depends on the dose of benzodiazepine you're taking, but also on the antiemetics ^^
What kind of benzodiazepine are you planning to take, and at what dose?
Have you taken any antiemetics?
 
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Forveleth

I knew I forgot to do something when I was 15...
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If tiu are going to use SN, there us a full, established, reliable protocol that I suggest you follow.
 
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lotus.dead

lotus.dead

I just want to be an angel...
May 4, 2026
18
It all depends on the dose of benzodiazepine you're taking, but also on the antiemetics ^^
What kind of benzodiazepine are you planning to take, and at what dose?
Have you taken any antiemetics?
...um... i forgot the name. And i dunno the dose. God im too stupid for subjects like these. And i have no idea where to get antiemetics..

The reason i don't have much info on the drugs i have is because my mom is holding the pills so i don't od. So i collect them every night, one by one.
If tiu are going to use SN, there us a full, established, reliable protocol that I suggest you follow.
Thanks.. Im sorry but i just found some protocols, and it's just too much for me to process. Like it's just too much thinking and my head is just not in the right space. Ahh what do i do.. hanging its just kinda too intense for me and my energy is just too low for that.
 
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