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mr.smileysad

mr.smileysad

Student
Aug 29, 2020
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I am thinking of ctb by borax or rat poison since noose seems too complicated
 
Checkmate3

Checkmate3

Student
Aug 15, 2020
100
holy crap.. :nomouth:
 
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Ghost2211

Archangel
Jan 20, 2020
6,015
Please don't. It will be slow and painful. you also might not die, but rather just get some wild internal damage.
 
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nerve

nerve

fat cringey shut-in
Jun 19, 2019
1,013
Those would both be really painful and have high chances of failure & bad consequences. So we don't really have a lot to say as far as these methods.

Please take a look here :heart::

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/suicide-resource-compilation.3/
 
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VIBRITANNIA

VIBRITANNIA

lelouch. any pronouns. pfp is by pixiv id 3217872.
Aug 10, 2020
1,156
i agree with the other replies. even if you don't care about the pain, there's a fair chance you'll survive, and with damage to your body as well.
 
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OnlyTheWind

OnlyTheWind

Serena / Meatball head
Aug 29, 2020
962
I must be stupid, because I eat a little Borax now and then. It tastes nice :)
 
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Dead beat dad

Dead beat dad

Enlightened
Mar 5, 2019
1,029
Brother it sounds like you must be in a lot of pain already to be thinking along these lines, but as the others have already said these methods will only compound your suffering and not bring you peace.
For what it is worth my friend I'm sorry for your troubles and where they have brought you, and I hope you can find some peace in the darkness.
DBD
 
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JipJopMop

Member
Mar 6, 2021
96
Damn, this sucks. I was thinking of this method today as I have rat poison but I'm struggling to find any sn or n so I thought maybe I could use the rat poison but after reading this thread I guess not :(

I just want to die, why can't I access a good method?
 
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Thegoldenapples

Thegoldenapples

Specialist
Aug 12, 2020
349
Damn, this sucks. I was thinking of this method today as I have rat poison but I'm struggling to find any sn or n so I thought maybe I could use the rat poison but after reading this thread I guess not :(

I just want to die, why can't I access a good method?
Get N from A. SN is pretty easy to get in EU. Or can change location on Amazon to US and get a reshipper
 
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JipJopMop

Member
Mar 6, 2021
96
Get N from A. SN is pretty easy to get in EU. Or can change location on Amazon to US and get a reshipper

I'm in the UK and SN is only sold to schools or professional businesses. I will look into Amazon reshipping but I dunno if it will get through customs as SN is hard to import into the UK.

N from A is expensive, which is what puts me off.
 
Thegoldenapples

Thegoldenapples

Specialist
Aug 12, 2020
349
I'm in the UK and SN is only sold to schools or professional businesses. I will look into Amazon reshipping but I dunno if it will get through customs as SN is hard to import into the UK.

N from A is expensive, which is what puts me off.
I understand. N is expensive but it's high chance you'll get it and it's worth it. A guy on here got it SN into the UK through a re shipper. It's just finding a re shipper. I think your choices will mess you up more. You don't want to end up having a feeding tube
 
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watchingthewheels

Enlightened
Jan 23, 2021
1,415
"It looked just like Skinny & Sweet, except for the little skull and crossbones on the box..."
 

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JipJopMop

Member
Mar 6, 2021
96
I understand. N is expensive but it's high chance you'll get it and it's worth it. A guy on here got it SN into the UK through a re shipper. It's just finding a re shipper. I think your choices will mess you up more. You don't want to end up having a feeding tube
How do I find a reshipper? Can I just use one off of Google? Or do I need a specific one that is discreet?
 
Thegoldenapples

Thegoldenapples

Specialist
Aug 12, 2020
349
How do I find a reshipper? Can I just use one off of Google? Or do I need a specific one that is discreet?
Yeah I'd just do some research and make some inquiries. I'm not too sure how it all works. The dude I talked to said he was denied from a place, submitted it again and then got accepted and they shipped it and it got through to UK.
 
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WornOutLife

WornOutLife

マット
Mar 22, 2020
7,183
Damn, this sucks. I was thinking of this method today as I have rat poison but I'm struggling to find any sn or n so I thought maybe I could use the rat poison but after reading this thread I guess not :(

I just want to die, why can't I access a good method?

Yes, the methods on this thread are not the best option at all.
When I feel suicidal, the same happens to me. I end up frustrated for not having a good method.
I guess partial is the cheapest and accesible method for everyone.
 
lofticries

lofticries

obedear
Feb 27, 2021
1,469
The laundry detergent method reminds me of all those kids that went to the hospital due to that tide pod challenge.

:mmm:
 
Freelyffe88

Freelyffe88

Member
Jun 28, 2021
98
I am thinking of ctb by borax or rat poison since noose seems too complicated
Borax won't do shit to you. I take it as a supplement. It's less toxic than table salt. There was a huge propaganda campaign against it, but in all actuality it's a miracle substance that can be used for so many things. The one thing for certain is... it won't hurt you.
 

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