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Venting Rant

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notenough86

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Apr 18, 2022
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I asked my husband to hide the gun from me months ago. I found it yesterday and rehid it. Not sure I could shoot myself. More worried about him hurting himself over being exhausted with me. I'm feel like I have outlived my predestined life expectancy. My life is anxiety, depression and constant physical pain. There is no help. I just want to be normal. I wish my brain worked like happy people.
 
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Apr 15, 2022
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I'm sorry your life is filled with all that despair and physical pain. No one deserves that. I hope some peace find its way to you.
 
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It really is such a cruel life and it does seem as though in a life like this there is no escape from suffering. I'm sorry that you have to endure so much. I hope that you find freedom from your pain.
 
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