Venting Ramblings of a loser

[N-methylamphetamine]

Looks matter a lot and Im sick and tired of people pretending like its not.

Just came off of twitter where people where talking about the recent shooting in Quebec, Canada where a man shot and killed 1-2 people in a attempted mass shooting and people didnt attack him based off of his looks (don't get me wrong the shooter was bad). But SUDDENLY when the someone is ugly and does something bad, instead of hating him for doing a bad thing, they instead attack them based on their looks. This is just one example obviously but there is plenty of more examples.

I also hate how its now acceptable to be a fucking dickhead/jackass in public

Before 2020 it felt like people at least had manners but today if you make a slight mistake, people won't hesitate to insult you. Even my own dad is becoming like this, he can't help but yell and make snarky remarks if I fuck up and it makes me want to die. God forbade you don't want to spend too much money too since COVID was essentially a lab-virus (no this is not me being a conspiracy theorist or trying to get political. I fucking hate when people do that on this site) and a transfer from money to the elite/billionaires so now a simple night out went from 20 dollars to fucking 40. Can't even build a PC or buy anything because every PC part is so fucking expensive because of data centers which is being used for taking away our privacy and eventually we can't even browse this website privately without our legal first and last name and our face being plastered as our users.


Back then before 2020 there felt like a sense of normally, like people weren't constantly "sperging" out for no reason and the internet actually felt like a fun place to be on. Now I can't even get a job in my field because of outsourcing and AI. People even in engineering majors have trouble getting jobs and the world is getting hotter everyday all because billionares and companies cant do shit.

If I wanted help professionally, people will say the same generic shit like "oh go to a therapist, the BP isn't real looks don't matter you should be happy your single and that you'll never find anyone to love you. Have some stupid SSRI pills to "help" you out but your recreational drugs are unhealthy mmmkayyyy". Like fuck off dude I dont want your fucking shitty SSRI's. I want a good future like it was for a lot of people pre-2020 (im aware that it wasnt perfect everywhere you dont need to tell me that)

Cant even talk to people after i mention im indian sometimes because people don't like using critical thinking and ALL they do is listen to some dumbass twitter account or ovious psy-op and would rather listen to them than actual indians on issues, and then proceed to be racist as shit towards indians.

I can't wait till I die, hopefully theres a afterlife where i can be in heaven, or some kind of middle gorund. As long as it isn't hell

 

[timf]

There is a quote supposedly from Sarte, "Hell is other people". In prosperous societies, people come to indulge every whim they have including rudeness. In societies with difficulty, people are often too busy trying to survive to indulge themselves.

However, there are some who have matured passed the superficial and even retain some positive character qualities. Finding them can be tricky.

 

[Grasp of darkness]

The black pill is definetely real, but i think more and more people are realizing that with people like clavicular making it more mainstream.
Although i'd say for most guys social skills still matter. Looks are a cheat code for the top 20% or so, but for the rest of us it's not enough to just ignore all else.