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qwert3948

Student
Apr 24, 2023
149
i'm feeling terrible recently. i wish i could find a real way to get rid of this feeling, but nothing works, so i'll write whatever here since it makes me feel a little better sometimes.

i don't really have anything to say, though.. i really wish i could somehow make my family forget i exist so i can die peacefully, but how do you even make someone forget the person they live with lol..
 
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lainduster

burden
Apr 10, 2023
24
feel the same way, i really wish that everybody i have ever known could just forget about me, or even better, like i never even existed in the first place
 
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qwert3948

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Apr 24, 2023
149
feel the same way, i really wish that everybody i have ever known could just forget about me, or even better, like i never even existed in the first place
a funny fate for us with lain pfp lol. if only i could erase myself as she did..
 
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allKae

die
Jan 14, 2024
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If I had everything I dreamed of, would it make me forget about the CTB? I think so. My thought would be to have a family with someone I love, but I don't have that... I don't blame myself, I'm difficult to deal with, I just can't keep anyone close to me.

I stopped posting things on SaSu for a long time, even doing so, my feeling of having a successful CTB didn't change.

I will try again soon.

good luck friends!
 

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