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a Fawns death

a Fawns death

Stupid Drunk
Feb 13, 2026
17
Haiii yall loveleyyy people. i have a question... i have medications i was wondering if ou guys knew if i created a yummy combination if it would help me ctb or js fuck me up for life

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-Amoxicillin
-Lots of acetaminophen
-hella ibuprofen
-usual cabinet medication

planning to crush some meds and mix it with bourbon get blackout drunk and see what happens.
 
LastNite

LastNite

Sleepless Zombie
Mar 31, 2025
789
these wont work.
 
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ZwartHartje

Student
May 5, 2026
141
Agreed, they won't; at best/worst they may cause liver damage. It's really not that easy.
When I was about 14 I tried to CTB with a variety of different sleeping pills, about 60 in total.
Vomited. Then hallucinated. Then came home in the morning and couldn't remember where I'd been. That was all that happened.
 
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isthisthingon

Arcanist
May 16, 2026
446
I wish this was a way. Passing out and calling it a life would be so much easier and less painful.
 
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DeathSweetDeath

Enlightened
Nov 12, 2025
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This is why it's so important to read all the pinned threads here. You've had all the answers right at your fingertips ever since you joined.
 
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a Fawns death

a Fawns death

Stupid Drunk
Feb 13, 2026
17


This is why it's so important to read all the pinned threads here. You've had all the answers right at your fingertips ever since you joined.
i have opioids. would those work?
 
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adamantc

Student
Mar 29, 2026
152
i have opioids. would those work?
Which ones? Generally avoid all opioids compounded with other substances, and those weaker than morphine. You need about 600-800mg of morphine to reliably overdose.
 
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a Fawns death

a Fawns death

Stupid Drunk
Feb 13, 2026
17
Which ones? Generally avoid all opioids compounded with other substances, and those weaker than morphine. You need about 600-800mg of morphine to reliably overdose.
Oxy
 
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adamantc

Student
Mar 29, 2026
152
Could you pls explain why oxycodone is not a good choice?
It's chemically similar to hydrocodone and codeine. It's a pretty weak opioid, and you'd need to take a lot of it. It also isn't as certain to cause death as stronger opioids, with a larger chance of you surviving, but suffering side effects as oxygen may have been cut out to your brain for a short time. These include permanent brain damage.
 
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volo

Experienced
Apr 22, 2026
292
It's chemically similar to hydrocodone and codeine. It's a pretty weak opioid, and you'd need to take a lot of it. It also isn't as certain to cause death as stronger opioids, with a larger chance of you surviving, but suffering side effects as oxygen may have been cut out to your brain for a short time. These include permanent brain damage.
Thank you!
 
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Endstati0n

Member
May 10, 2026
56
It's chemically similar to hydrocodone and codeine. It's a pretty weak opioid, and you'd need to take a lot of it. It also isn't as certain to cause death as stronger opioids, with a larger chance of you surviving, but suffering side effects as oxygen may have been cut out to your brain for a short time. These include permanent brain damage.
If i buy fentanyl patches from the streets (it's medical fentanyl, the real stuff) and i boil them in water to extract it and then drink it, would that work? How is drinking fentanyl different from snorting or injecting in terms of painless dying?
 
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adamantc

Student
Mar 29, 2026
152
If i buy fentanyl patches from the streets (it's medical fentanyl, the real stuff) and i boil them in water to extract it and then drink it, would that work? How is drinking fentanyl different from snorting or injecting in terms of painless dying?
Drinking fentanyl requires slightly more fentanyl than injection. I'd personally avoid boiling patches. If you can, get pills. They also come in lollipops that are given to people, you can try to get some of those, crush them , and make them into a solution. If you ingest enough, the effect is pretty much same from snorting or injection.
 
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Endstati0n

Member
May 10, 2026
56
Drinking fentanyl requires slightly more fentanyl than injection. I'd personally avoid boiling patches. If you can, get pills. They also come in lollipops that are given to people, you can try to get some of those, crush them , and make them into a solution. If you ingest enough, the effect is pretty much same from snorting or injection.
Why not boil it? People smoke and boil it all the time. Im not sure but its likely i will only get access to patches
 
a Fawns death

a Fawns death

Stupid Drunk
Feb 13, 2026
17
I'd avoid oxycodone. If you have oxymorphone, that is a viable method.
i have never taken opoids and i have about 15 5mg pills and i am on the thinner side. would that contribute to the medication's
effect on my body and brain?
 
nettspend

nettspend

I imagine Icarus laughing as he falls
Jun 23, 2026
74
i have never taken opoids and i have about 15 5mg pills and i am on the thinner side. would that contribute to the medication's
effect on my body and brain?
When I weighed like 55kg and had no opiate tolerance I took 120-160mg of oxy (can't remember exactly) and a bunch of xanax. Just woke up after some hours with blue lips. Then I vomited all day.

75mg of oxy is pretty unlikely to kill you, even with all those other meds. Even if you took a lethal dose orally you'd more likely than not just puke it up again.