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losthope1980

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Nov 9, 2025
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Hello, for some strange reason searching for pentobarbital i found a veterniary distributor selling it, i live in mexico , and was looking for it, it seemed impossible but ordered to 100 ml jars i proceeded to payment and today status changed to on route to be delivered. so ithink i made it, i already han SN, meto and benzos but this really changes everything, so ive read thay you need 10mg , thats the dose, each 100ml contains 6,3g . so 2 should be enough, now my question is , how to inject it. will i be able to insert the whole 2 jars before going unconsious, should i buy one of those things in hospitals that go drop by drop, my other plan was to just inject one, and have some benzos and take the SN , and if im stil consious try to inject the second bottle of pentobarbital. i mean this would also be a sure deat , wioth pentobarbital plus the 25 grams of SN

any opinions?

thanks
 
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"dying is like taking off a tight shoe" - ram dass
May 10, 2026
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There's a 99,9% chance you got scammed brother
 
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losthope1980

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Nov 9, 2025
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There's a 99,9% chance you got scammed brother
Hopefully not, its a well established veterinary distributor, mainly focused in livestock. but ill let you know wednesday if they arrived or not. the same happened when i ordered SN , i ordered it online from a chemical supplier, they mustve thought i worked for some chemical food company as they adressed me as quemical engeneer .

anyway , if this doesnt work out i still have SN and wont be here for 2027
 
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N can only be bought online if you're a vet. I've been scammed in 2022. Please keep us updated but it's a scam for sure.
 
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intr0verse

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Jan 29, 2021
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Hello, for some strange reason searching for pentobarbital i found a veterniary distributor selling it, i live in mexico , and was looking for it, it seemed impossible but ordered to 100 ml jars i proceeded to payment and today status changed to on route to be delivered. so ithink i made it, i already han SN, meto and benzos but this really changes everything, so ive read thay you need 10mg , thats the dose, each 100ml contains 6,3g . so 2 should be enough, now my question is , how to inject it. will i be able to insert the whole 2 jars before going unconsious, should i buy one of those things in hospitals that go drop by drop, my other plan was to just inject one, and have some benzos and take the SN , and if im stil consious try to inject the second bottle of pentobarbital. i mean this would also be a sure deat , wioth pentobarbital plus the 25 grams of SN

any opinions?

thanks
I think it's impossible to inject 200ml unless you use an IV drip. Liquid N is highly effective when taken orally too.
 
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losthope1980

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Nov 9, 2025
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I think it's impossible to inject 200ml unless you use an IV drip. Liquid N is highly effective when taken orally too.
hi, thanks for your reply, the thing is i only managed to get to bottles of injectable solution. i think i would need a nurse to put the IV drip. or would need some medical equipment to do that
 
intr0verse

intr0verse

Mage
Jan 29, 2021
505
hi, thanks for your reply, the thing is i only managed to get to bottles of injectable solution. i think i would need a nurse to put the IV drip. or would need some medical equipment to do that
No need for a nurse or an iv drip. It can be taken orally.
 
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intr0verse

Mage
Jan 29, 2021
505
yo mean take the injectable solution orally??
Yes. It's injectable because you can't make pets to drink it, they don't know what we know :smiling: but humans are another species. It is highly effective when administered orally too.
 
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losthope1980

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Nov 9, 2025
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N can only be bought online if you're a vet. I've been scammed in 2022. Please keep us updated but it's a scam for sure.
the 2 bottles just arrived, its totally legit. i dont know how this was possible, when i go to the distributors website , the item appears now as out of stock. so i guss ill be CTB soon, just need to find a way to get these to bottles inside.
did it arrive in the mail?
it just arrived a few minutes ago, its legit. i know it seems almost impossible but its true. no qeustions asked, no prescription asked. i wanted to buy on extra bottle but now it appears as OUT OF STOCK
 
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Wow, if it is a genuine N bottle, you are extremely lucky ! It sounds insane.
 
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Luchs

Luchs

kristallene Bergluft ĂĽber verfallener Gruft
Aug 20, 2019
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I'm not educated the dosage of N, bu you saying that 10mg is the dose needed, is that pwr kg of body weight?
Because you wrote that each bottle contains 6.3g of the substance, was that a typo and you meant 6.3mg?
I'm in no way an expert or trying to tell you what to, maybe I'm just being stupid, but that sounds like one of the bottles alone is more than enough to achieve the desired outcome.
 

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