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elfinspace

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Oct 20, 2020
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Hi I've been reading posts on this forum for about a year. I have chronic health conditions which are unfortunately getting worse due to being damaged by a doctor and having a severe reaction. My condition Is the type to significantly disrupt your quality of life without ever actually taking your life.

I currently have:
SN
meto 2 packets of 10mg
zopiclone 11 x 3.75mg
diazepam 4 x 2mg


My questions are as follows:

1. My diazepam expired in 2017 is this still okay to use?

2. I bought two lots of SN from different sellers they both came in plastic bags, one SN is a slightly yellow fine powder and the other is white crystals, why do they look different?

3. One SN came in a sandwich type plastic bag, I have only recently stored in an airtight container so it may have been exposed to some air for 4 months, will it still be okay?

4. Is N completely unreasonable to try and source? I was going to try and join the PPH forum but I'm too young and it seems they don't accept people below the age of 50 and I have a history of mental health issues

5. SN is used to kill botulism, one of my health conditions is iatrogenic botulism, I wonder if my body could react in a strange way to this substance?

I plan to use an aquarium kit to test my SN soon.


Would appreciate any insights to my questions
Thank you all
 
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BPD Barbie

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Dec 1, 2019
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Welcome to the forum!

The diazipam will just be less potent, that's what usually happens when meds go out of date.
You can do various tests on your SN to check purity, use the search function to look for 'SN blood test' and 'SN aquarium test', it will give you guides how to test it.
As for N, well, personally I wouldn't bother. Sure, it's the gold standard but it's incredibly hard to get and illegal. There are so many scammers out there that claim to sell it etc. But I'm sure others have more knowledge about obtaining N than I do as I've never tried.
 
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schopenh

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Oct 21, 2019
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1. My diazepam expired in 2017 is this still okay to use?
> absolutely, the FDA studied a heap of medications that were ten years out of date and 99.something% of them were all still 100% potent. Medication dating is a scam to get you to throw out your medication and buy new ones.

4. Is N completely unreasonable to try and source? I was going to try and join the PPH forum but I'm too young and it seems they don't accept people below the age of 50 and I have a history of mental health issues
> Do you have anyone in your family whose ID you can just take for an hour and scan so you can sign up with that name?
 
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laura fines

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Oct 4, 2020
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Hi I've been reading posts on this forum for about a year. I have chronic health conditions which are unfortunately getting worse due to being damaged by a doctor and having a severe reaction. My condition Is the type to significantly disrupt your quality of life without ever actually taking your life.

I currently have:
SN
meto 2 packets of 10mg
zopiclone 11 x 3.75mg
diazepam 4 x 2mg


My questions are as follows:

1. My diazepam expired in 2017 is this still okay to use?

2. I bought two lots of SN from different sellers they both came in plastic bags, one SN is a slightly yellow fine powder and the other is white crystals, why do they look different?

3. One SN came in a sandwich type plastic bag, I have only recently stored in an airtight container so it may have been exposed to some air for 4 months, will it still be okay?

4. Is N completely unreasonable to try and source? I was going to try and join the PPH forum but I'm too young and it seems they don't accept people below the age of 50 and I have a history of mental health issues

5. SN is used to kill botulism, one of my health conditions is iatrogenic botulism, I wonder if my body could react in a strange way to this substance?

I plan to use an aquarium kit to test my SN soon.


Would appreciate any insights to my questions
Thank you all
1- i guess diazepan will have less effect, but still works. can you ask for another tablet based in your mental issues?
2-i dont know about sn
3- """""
4-you can get n easily: i am below 50 and i have mental issues, i explained myself and pay it (above all), and i could have the suscription
5- i dont know
 
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elfinspace

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Oct 20, 2020
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Thank you for your replies and warm welcome

Welcome to the forum!

The diazipam will just be less potent, that's what usually happens when meds go out of date.
You can do various tests on your SN to check purity, use the search function to look for 'SN blood test' and 'SN aquarium test', it will give you guides how to test it.
D

I hope to test my SN in the next few days when I've got everything I need. I also ordered more yesterday from a different source, just in case!

> Do you have anyone in your family whose ID you can just take for an hour and scan so you can sign up with that name?

I had considered this but I don't feel good about it but it is an option thank you


4-you can get n easily: i am below 50 and i have mental issues, i explained myself and pay it (above all), and i could have the suscription

That's very interesting that they accepted you thank you for letting me know I will explore this further
 
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