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alexd

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Aug 9, 2026
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not really suicide related but I just to ask people who have an eating disorder on the getting skinny side, I know that it's something that many people have suffered from but I feel like I'm suffering more from being fat than anything, so how do you guys employ the most extreme methods to stay lean even at the cost of muscle mass and being weak and so on, I dont care, I'd rather be lean with an eating disorder than be a fat disgusting pig with an eating disorder.

Pls give me your best advice and tips on how to do this.
 
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lastappleonearth

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Jun 11, 2026
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not really suicide related but I just to ask people who have an eating disorder on the getting skinny side, I know that it's something that many people have suffered from but I feel like I'm suffering more from being fat than anything, so how do you guys employ the most extreme methods to stay lean even at the cost of muscle mass and being weak and so on, I dont care, I'd rather be lean with an eating disorder than be a fat disgusting pig with an eating disorder.

Pls give me your best advice and tips on how to do this.
I once struggled with and ed, but it was bcs I developed this irrational fear of most foods and just ate only porridge and some sweets for a while, I was very skinny.
If you are overweight and want to loose weight quickly, you could just try eating like way less, only eat porridge or oats or whatever, leave out sugary drinks if u drink those. But if u can, I'd recommend starting to work out and trying to control your diet, so you can loose weight, but also build your body in the process. I've been working out for 2 years now, granted I had an easier starting point (being skinny), but yeah you can completely change your body in 2 years, even just one year. Technically if you'd rlly commit, you'd def have a very aesthetically pleasing body in 2 years, if that's what you're after, mby I'm just obsessed with aesthetics idk
 
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alexd

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Aug 9, 2026
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I once struggled with and ed, but it was bcs I developed this irrational fear of most foods and just ate only porridge and some sweets for a while, I was very skinny.
If you are overweight and want to loose weight quickly, you could just try eating like way less, only eat porridge or oats or whatever, leave out sugary drinks if u drink those. But if u can, I'd recommend starting to work out and trying to control your diet, so you can loose weight, but also build your body in the process. I've been working out for 2 years now, granted I had an easier starting point (being skinny), but yeah you can completely change your body in 2 years, even just one year. Technically if you'd rlly commit, you'd def have a very aesthetically pleasing body in 2 years, if that's what you're after, mby I'm just obsessed with aesthetics idk
apprecieate the message but i personally couldn't careless about being jacked and good body aesthetic I just dont to look disgusting and struggle moving, I am willing to do anything vomiting starve or whatever
 
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lastappleonearth

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Jun 11, 2026
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apprecieate the message but i personally couldn't careless about being jacked and good body aesthetic I just dont to look disgusting and struggle moving, I am willing to do anything vomiting starve or whatever
Yeah then unfortunately you'll have to eat way way less, that's usually the only way. Inducing vomiting won't help you. If it's too difficult, I think doctors can prescribe certain medication to quell your hunger, but idk how the healthcare situation in your country is
meds obviously are pretty expensive where I live but I know I should just not eat but what I'm asking for is strategies on how to do it
You'll need to build up a certain sense of discipline in terms of your diet, which is gonna be difficult and very uncomfortable at first. If you eat a lot of sugary stuff for example, id remove those almost entirely
 

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