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Hans Voralberg

Hans Voralberg

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Nov 6, 2021
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Anyone have knowleadge what happened to Hecking Hecked? We had been some kind of friends and i can't find his goodbye thread or anything. Did he CTB or just left Ss I just want know because we talked a lot when he was here if this is not a secret.
 
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Noctis

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I wish I'd done it years ago
Dec 15, 2021
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Their account is closed (they have a line through their name), and their last post says "Might CTB tonight."

I'm sorry, but it looks like your friend got on the bus.
 
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Hans Voralberg

Hans Voralberg

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Thank you for respond i just needed to know.
 
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Suicidebydeath

Suicidebydeath

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Nov 25, 2021
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@Hans Voralberg
I had been wondering the same thing, not that we spoke much, it's just an unknown to me. I decided to go back again and think it through, since I noticed the other day.

Below is a little analysis, it probably is not that easy to read, unless desensitized, so its in spoilers. Mainly for benefit of OP. I am not certain, either way.

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/is-anyone-there.79865/
So this is their last thread. About ~20 days after "might CTB tonight", looks like they had made an attempt at partial hanging, which failed.
After that, they were considering N.
There was talk of compromise with parents with thumbsup.
1-2 examples and their own example would remove their current desire for CTB.
Which was screenwriting.
After that, there's nothing more.
So there are many possibilities, I'll list, might be upsetting to read.
1. Repeat hanging was success, self-ban by investigators/family, reasonable
2. Family discovered evidence of attempts/interrupted attempt, self-ban by family, reasonable
3. Compromise success, self-ban, without non-lethal goodbye post, reasonable
4. Obtained N or another method, any kind of self-ban, maybe went through it or not, without goodbye post, reasonable I guess. They sound young, they mention school and no money, so it depends a little on whether they can even afford N.
etc, and I cannot say with certainty which is the most likely outcome from last thread, it leaned towards recovery, kinda, but effective attempt/s in recent past means high risk of ctb too.

We'll probably never know for sure, unless he reappears.

so quick edit since the info is hidden in spoilers and might not be apparent, he was here at 18 Dec. ~20 days later from ctb post
 
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Oct 19, 2021
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Their account is closed (they have a line through their name), and their last post says "Might CTB tonight."

I'm sorry, but it looks like your friend got on the bus.
This post was on November 28th, just fyi- it said "Might CTB tonight. I certainly hope I have the guts this time."
 
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Suicidebydeath

Suicidebydeath

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Nov 25, 2021
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I think he's alive.
@ItsMe-Hecked
I hope you get your old account back.
 
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Seiba

Seiba

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Jun 13, 2021
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It looks like most of the discussion on this is over, but there's a user megathread for asking about other users if you wish to in the future. It's likely a self ban as @Suicidebydeath alluded it could be.

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/user-discussion-megathread.5384/
 
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ItsMe-Hecked

ItsMe-Hecked

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Dec 30, 2021
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Anyone have knowleadge what happened to Hecking Hecked? We had been some kind of friends and i can't find his goodbye thread or anything. Did he CTB or just left Ss I just want know because we talked a lot when he was here if this is not a secret.
Hi! I'm back. I deleted my old account, but I'm alive.
 
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Suicidebydeath

Suicidebydeath

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Nov 25, 2021
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Good luck with screenwriting, etc, I hope that happens for you. I'm still trying to recover, back to stage zero right now.
 
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Hans Voralberg

Hans Voralberg

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Nov 6, 2021
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I'm so happy to see you again. I wish you best in new year 2022 also may this upcoming new year will be better for all of us.
 
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