Help Query about Tapentadol, need urgent help

[koka]

I recently came to know that there is almost 900mg or even more tapentadol at my home, and I have many more things, like 7mg (could get more) of clonazepam, 130mg zolpidem and 7.5mg xanax, is that enough, I'm not opioid tolerant at all, my weight is low too, 13.6 is my bmi, is this enough, please help, and could I end up becoming a vegetable in this method or normal?

 

[Forveleth]

While a low BMI could be to your advantage, medication od's are very, very unreliable. What kills one person could do absolutely nothing to another and you are far more likely to be alive with some lasting effects than actually die.

Do not attempt this.

 

[koka]

While a low BMI could be to your advantage, medication od's are very, very unreliable. What kills one person could do absolutely nothing to another and you are far more likely to be alive with some lasting effects than actually die.

Do not have a time to this.

Yeah, I don't have much options either, hanging isn't possible, physical methods altogether aren't possible, my family might find out, I've already trying dying twice, but failed so…