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Brokenwithbpd

Mage
Jun 15, 2020
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Like my title says, did anyone else here make out well in quarantine? I did less work and got paid the same.

however I did almost ctb several weeks ago even with my "luck". Again impulsive.
I wish there was a way i could write in a journal without triggering myself
 
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SpottedPanda

SpottedPanda

I'm all about coffee and cigarettes
Jul 24, 2019
612
I moved in with family temporarily, spent the time drinking in the garden, playing games, without the danger of oddball freak outs from my usual psyche accommodation.
 
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Brokenwithbpd

Mage
Jun 15, 2020
503
I moved in with family temporarily, spent the time drinking in the garden, playing games, without the danger of oddball freak outs from my usual psyche accommodation.
That sounds positive! What games?
 
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SpottedPanda

SpottedPanda

I'm all about coffee and cigarettes
Jul 24, 2019
612
That sounds positive! What games?

Not sure I worded that quite right. It wasn't quite boules on the lawn, or monopoly in the living room, rather Skyrim, and Broken Sword 5, that I played on a Nintendo Switch I bought while here, chilling in the serenity of the spare room.
 
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Brokenwithbpd

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Jun 15, 2020
503
Not sure I worded that quite right. It wasn't quite boules on the lawn, or monopoly in the living room, rather Skyrim, and Broken Sword 5, that I played on a Nintendo Switch I bought while here, chilling in the serenity of the spare room.
Haha thanks for the chuckle. I like to play mystery games on the computer
 
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Dead beat dad

Dead beat dad

Enlightened
Mar 5, 2019
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Like my title says, did anyone else here make out well in quarantine? I did less work and got paid the same.

however I did almost ctb several weeks ago even with my "luck". Again impulsive.
I wish there was a way i could write in a journal without triggering myself
Hey friend, glad there was some positive in this for you, notwithstanding the almost CTB part!
Lock down was a double edged sword for me, month one was pretty decent, got the furlough and got to be a full time dad and the weather was a blessing.
Month 2 I returned to work and was working like a trojan to keep the business afloat and am now left with a sense of burnout, domestic issues and slight alcoholism... All in all a mixed bag on balance.

DBD
 
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Brokenwithbpd

Mage
Jun 15, 2020
503
Hey friend, glad there was some positive in this for you, notwithstanding the almost CTB part!
Lock down was a double edged sword for me, month one was pretty decent, got the furlough and got to be a full time dad and the weather was a blessing.
Month 2 I returned to work and was working like a trojan to keep the business afloat and am now left with a sense of burnout, domestic issues and slight alcoholism... All in all a mixed bag on balance.

DBD
One day at a time. Be well my friend
 
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Bct

Bct

Disqualified from Being Human
Apr 20, 2020
419
Still unpaid since April so I left my job at mid-June because I couldn't afford to live in another city. Too bad now I'm poor & stay with my unpleasant family.
 
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Brick In The Wall

Brick In The Wall

2M Or Not 2B.
Oct 30, 2019
25,157
I've managed to squeak out a living so far. I don't have a safety net so failure isn't an option. I just got a new job so I'm trying to stay positive and hopeful.
 
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Brokenwithbpd

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Jun 15, 2020
503
I've managed to squeak out a living so far. I don't have a safety net so failure isn't an option. I just got a new job so I'm trying to stay positive and hopeful.
Good luck!
 
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