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Elri

Student
Dec 2, 2021
180
I'm losing my mind. I keep thinking about possiblity of failing my attempt and having to live with my problems. I can't ignore this fact yet the only reason i can pass these days is in hopes of cbt. I shouldn't be there. I am overthinking. I am going to end up in a psych ward forever fuck. Just kill me now, school shooter murder predator terrorist I'm here. I can't live pls murder me someone. Fuck fuck fuck
 
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healthrecovery

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Sep 25, 2021
378
Maybe chill out ..have a few beers watch some television and stop losing your mind..

Losing my mind is what ruined my life
 
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ddd1234

Experienced
Nov 23, 2021
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I'm losing my mind. I keep thinking about possiblity of failing my attempt and having to live with my problems. I can't ignore this fact yet the only reason i can pass these days is in hopes of cbt. I shouldn't be there. I am overthinking. I am going to end up in a psych ward forever fuck. Just kill me now, school shooter murder predator terrorist I'm here. I can't live pls murder me someone. Fuck fuck fuck
I can relate, I am in the exact same situation. Today my family wanted to put me to a psych ward, but I run to the hotel. Unfortunately there is no ligature anchor here.
 
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healthrecovery

Specialist
Sep 25, 2021
378
I know i have had psychosis for about one year without even knowing it

You need to distract yourself with movies and get drunk listen to music and so forth until you fall asleep...live day by day whatever you do dont go psychiatric hospitals
If you ruminate you fuck yourself up even more
You have good escapism and bad escapism..go for good escapism
 
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Elri

Student
Dec 2, 2021
180
I can relate, I am in the exact same situation. Today my family wanted to put me to a psych ward, but I run to the hotel. Unfortunately there is no ligature anchor here.
I wish i could go to a hotel, that would give me so much courage to do something i usually can't ugh
 
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Elegy

Student
Nov 14, 2021
149
Maybe chill out ..have a few beers watch some television and stop losing your mind..

Losing my mind is what ruined my life
Cheers! I'm down with the brewskies bro. Beer been working better for me than Haldol and Valium combined.
But as for TV... fuck cable tv. Everything on all 678 channels I got, is abrasive annoying depressing garbage!!
And I'd rather die than listen to another commercial.

Best thing about TV is the OFF switch.
My advice is download old classic shows and movies from the internet instead. I'm binge watching the original Lost in Space series.
Stuff I watched as a kid. Before I was tossed to the wolves.
But I missed dozens of episodes. 50 years later, it is time to catch up.
 
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