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rottenandabused

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Apparently, if you listen to sad music, you'll become sad. So starting my recovery is through the little things -- I made a happy playlist:
Even though I enjoy listening to sad music, it's getting to me. I need a support that may keep me on my feet, considering how fucked up life is right now. So I'm pushing you (if that's the right word) to comment a happy song you like. I'm building up as the radio goes.

Today, February 10th, I recommend Criminal by Hello Seahorse!
A part of the song says:
Todos tenemos una bestia por dentro
Que vive de nuestras lágrimas y fracasos
Pero duerme si le hacemos entender
Que su papel es existir, oh-oh

Y no insistir
We all have a beast inside
That lives on our tears and failures
But it sleeps if we make it understand
That its role is to exist, uh-oh
And not to insist


It's cheesy, maybe corny, but positive. A little ray of sun.
 
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Orianthi - Courge
 
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Alexsei

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Makes sense. They say that forcing yourself to smile makes you happier as well. Sometimes you just feel like you can't though.
 
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Apparently, if you listen to sad music, you'll become sad. So starting my recovery is through the little things -- I made a happy playlist:
Even though I enjoy listening to sad music, it's getting to me. I need a support that may keep me on my feet, considering how fucked up life is right now. So I'm pushing you (if that's the right word) to comment a happy song you like. I'm building up as the radio goes.

Today, February 10th, I recommend Criminal by Hello Seahorse!
A part of the song says:
Todos tenemos una bestia por dentro
Que vive de nuestras lágrimas y fracasos
Pero duerme si le hacemos entender
Que su papel es existir, oh-oh

Y no insistir
We all have a beast inside
That lives on our tears and failures
But it sleeps if we make it understand
That its role is to exist, uh-oh
And not to insist


It's cheesy, maybe corny, but positive. A little ray of sun.


Good to see anyone taking recovery into their own hands, I hope you find this helpful! On a similar note, I've lately been surrounding myself with music that's wildly different from what's conventional, stuff that sounds as wild as possible and doesn't pull any punches. A frenzy of musical chaos! Mad Pride all the way!!
 
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