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raybd

Experienced
Dec 4, 2019
212
IDK.. don't simple things like getting several things not just SN, so it looks like lab supplies, throw the cops off track in the UK? How about 2-3 partners you find here or some other place form a company through some internet service and order in the company's name? Thought that was easy also? Like a couple hours?
I thought the UK made it quite easy to form a company and lots of facilitating firms lent their addresses?
Can be a bit of effort more than a one click web purchase... but if you don't want to be worrying about your SN, the extra planning might be worth it.
I don't think they were cracking down in any country severely on SN when I last bought it but I did take the precaution of buying in a long dead neighbor's name. Just sayin'
 
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thelostautistic

Member
Jul 31, 2025
27
peace and love to all of u

Big warning for anyone in the UK considering it but I managed to find a supplier that didn't ask questions and allowed me to purchase 250g 98% purity sodium nitrite and I made an order on the 6th January.

2 days ago the police knocked on my door, the parcel was stopped at customs and was intercepted by UK government. I am now one wrong move away from being sectioned, I have gotten several phone calls daily from mental health box-tickers in the NHS asking me if i have any plans wanting to kill myself and this doesn't look like it will stop anytime soon. I received another welfare check by the yesterday and have had my GP contact me telling me that I absolutely have to attend an appointment tomorrow if I do not want the police to get further involved, further risking being sectioned.

Do not be like me. They WILL intercept the parcel, every supplier has a legal obligation to inform the UK Govt. on the contents of a parcel entering the UK and, if you're not an actual fucking chemist, you have a zero percent chance to receive it and a one hundred percent chance to end up on a fucking watchlist.
Did you order from DSL?
 
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Cain.Wong

Member
Mar 1, 2024
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Big warning for anyone in the UK considering it but I managed to find a supplier that didn't ask questions and allowed me to purchase 250g 98% purity sodium nitrite and I made an order on the 6th January.

2 days ago the police knocked on my door, the parcel was stopped at customs and was intercepted by UK government. I am now one wrong move away from being sectioned, I have gotten several phone calls daily from mental health box-tickers in the NHS asking me if i have any plans wanting to kill myself and this doesn't look like it will stop anytime soon. I received another welfare check by the yesterday and have had my GP contact me telling me that I absolutely have to attend an appointment tomorrow if I do not want the police to get further involved, further risking being sectioned.

Do not be like me. They WILL intercept the parcel, every supplier has a legal obligation to inform the UK Govt. on the contents of a parcel entering the UK and, if you're not an actual fucking chemist, you have a zero percent chance to receive it and a one hundred per
Honestly there's nothing to worry about.

I know mental health services inside out here in the UK. I know the services so well that I openly told them I have SN on the way and if it does get seized, I'll get a knock on the door from police and that'll be the end of the matter.

Mental health workers in the UK have been instructed by the government to make it look like they're trying to help so that family and the general public don't ask questions.

Behind closed doors away from the public eye they put things into your head, they encourage suicide. They don't say "I want to to kill yourself" or whatever, they word it to put the ball into your court like "if you wanted to kill yourself, you'd have done it already" knowing that puts shame and pressure on psychiatric patients to just get the job done.

It sounds ridiculous but it's 100% true. The NHS cannot afford to treat psychiatric patients so they try to get rid of us in the most discreet way they can.

I'm under NHS Lothian and I have documented everything so that when I'm gone, an investigation will have to be opened.
Funny that, in my appointment with GP regarding my depression, the only thing she asked was: Did you want to kill yourself yesterday? Do you want to kill yourself today?

I requested to change the wording and she just said: I am having a busy day, I got 20 phone calls to make

Duh
 
OnMyLast Legs

OnMyLast Legs

Too many regrets
Oct 29, 2024
1,032
Mine was intercepted by customs in the US. FedEx keeps calling me and I don't know what to do but ignore them. I hope it just goes away.
 
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raybd

Experienced
Dec 4, 2019
212
This is just a warning for anyone who this is relevant to, tbh.

Appreciate the advice but I got zero chance now with these more relatively peaceful options, I order that stuff and I'm risking getting put in a psych ward for 6 months.
Get creative ordering it is one solution. Order with a bunch more stuff. Buddy up with someone else in another part of UK. It's not a large country. Take the train to pick it up. Buddy up or by yourself create a company with a borrowed address, a service so many London firms provide, get deliveries at a different physical location etc. It's all about beating the system. There are only 3 ways to deal with an obstructive system: a) submit to it; b) through brawn or brain, beat it; c) through quickness of foot, flee it - get out of the UK if need be. It's a train or ferry ride.
Mine was intercepted by customs in the US. FedEx keeps calling me and I don't know what to do but ignore them. I hope it just goes away.
Say addressee deported by ICE to home country?
ICE is so smart these days they are deporting Americans into America? Back to the future?
 
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Alpacachino

Trying my best!
Nov 26, 2025
336
Bishh where?
 
gottacheckout

gottacheckout

COB
May 20, 2025
672
F*ck goverments, they are doing it for "our health", yeah rather to have more people to provide for them.
Hellium is not forbidden I guess so exit mask is an option
Make sure you get pure helium, what you get for balloons is often cut by oxygen or air.
 

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