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BPDtgirl

BPDtgirl

delicate thing
May 5, 2025
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peace and love to all of u

Big warning for anyone in the UK considering it but I managed to find a supplier that didn't ask questions and allowed me to purchase 250g 98% purity sodium nitrite and I made an order on the 6th January.

2 days ago the police knocked on my door, the parcel was stopped at customs and was intercepted by UK government. I am now one wrong move away from being sectioned, I have gotten several phone calls daily from mental health box-tickers in the NHS asking me if i have any plans wanting to kill myself and this doesn't look like it will stop anytime soon. I received another welfare check by the yesterday and have had my GP contact me telling me that I absolutely have to attend an appointment tomorrow if I do not want the police to get further involved, further risking being sectioned.

Do not be like me. They WILL intercept the parcel, every supplier has a legal obligation to inform the UK Govt. on the contents of a parcel entering the UK and, if you're not an actual fucking chemist, you have a zero percent chance to receive it and a one hundred percent chance to end up on a fucking watchlist.
 
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raybd

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Dec 4, 2019
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Move on to KN. RTFM: PPEH.
Bunch more options given in it.
 
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BPDtgirl

BPDtgirl

delicate thing
May 5, 2025
86
Move on to KN. RTFM: PPEH.
Bunch more options given in it.
This is just a warning for anyone who this is relevant to, tbh.

Appreciate the advice but I got zero chance now with these more relatively peaceful options, I order that stuff and I'm risking getting put in a psych ward for 6 months.
 
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Dayrain

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Feb 3, 2023
516
I'm sorry this has happened like it happened. It looks as if you absolutely could not have foreseen this. What another treacherous law is this, that they are allowed to ship it and take the money and then have to report you without even informing you about this law and giving you the opportunity to cancel the order?
 
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BPDtgirl

BPDtgirl

delicate thing
May 5, 2025
86
I'm sorry this has happened like it happened. It looks as if you absolutely could not have foreseen this. What another treacherous law is this, that they are allowed to ship it and take the money and then have to report you without even informing you about this law and giving you the opportunity to cancel the order?
thank u, yeah it sucks. i'd be lying if i said i didn't entirely foresee something like this happening but it was a risk I took. hopefully i can save someone else the headache.
 
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Dayrain

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Feb 3, 2023
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i'd be lying if i said i didn't entirely foresee something like this happening
Well, of course you maybe made assumptions, but you wrote in your previous thread that you had to do extensive research to find out about that law. And in general the whole process is questionable.
 
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raybd

Experienced
Dec 4, 2019
212
SN had ready availability due to its meat-packing use. KN is the in-thing now.
 
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pthnrdnojvsc

Extreme Pain is much worse than people know
Aug 12, 2019
4,217
This is just a warning for anyone who this is relevant to, tbh.

Appreciate the advice but I got zero chance now with these more relatively peaceful options, I order that stuff and I'm risking getting put in a psych ward for 6 months.
another reason for me to kill myself asap . that we are all prisoners in this evil prison world.

that the monsters would put me or anyone in a psych ward for 6 months for wanting to escape extreme suffering shows how evil this world is. me taking a drink and killing myself ( these cells) won't affect anyone else but they'll put me in a mental ward for 6 months for wanting to escape extreme torture.

a dog is old and or suffering and can get Nembutal

they made Nembutal a crime and now treat anything even purchasing something legal as a crime to create an evil prison world . who would want to live in an evil prison world where they take away our most important right the right to move away from extreme suffering the right to own your own body and life and to do what you want to with your life to choose when to exit this hell etc.
 
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laboratoby

genderfluid meatstick
Jan 15, 2026
8
do you feel cared for because so many governing bodies are reaching out to you or does it feel forced?
 
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persepexa

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Feb 7, 2025
360
another reason for me to kill myself asap . that we are all prisoners in this evil prison world.

that the monsters would put me or anyone in a psych ward for 6 months for wanting to escape extreme suffering shows how evil this world is. me taking a drink and killing these cells myself won't affect anyone else but they'll put me in a mental ward for 6 months for wanting to escape extreme torture.

a dog is old and or suffering and can get Nembutal

they made Nembutal a crime and now treat anything even purchasing something legal as a crime to create an evil prison world . who would want to live in an evil prison world where they take away our most important right the right to move away from extreme suffering the right to own your own body and life and to do what you want to with your life to choose when to exit this hell etc.
My dad always said: "In the world of the blind, the one-eyed man is king."
 
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raybd

Experienced
Dec 4, 2019
212
Sorry for being ignorant, but what's KN please
Potassium Nitrite. Potassium is called Kalium and Sodium called Natrium in Latin. So you get NaCl, KCl and such symbols and formulas. PPEH lists more options. They say: Never reinvent the wheel. If the work is already done, it is best to use it.
 
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Jisatsu

Jisatsu

黒い薔薇(The Black Rose)
Jan 5, 2025
2,014
I hope you're doing alright besides all the dumb welfare check shit. I know it's a lot but I know you'll get through this.
 
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metfan647

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Jun 12, 2025
161
Shit, what a blow. Sorry to hear that. The UK is really not a good place for suicidal people wanting out.
 
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CGN83

Member
Jan 1, 2026
41
Honestly there's nothing to worry about.

I know mental health services inside out here in the UK. I know the services so well that I openly told them I have SN on the way and if it does get seized, I'll get a knock on the door from police and that'll be the end of the matter.

Mental health workers in the UK have been instructed by the government to make it look like they're trying to help so that family and the general public don't ask questions.

Behind closed doors away from the public eye they put things into your head, they encourage suicide. They don't say "I want to to kill yourself" or whatever, they word it to put the ball into your court like "if you wanted to kill yourself, you'd have done it already" knowing that puts shame and pressure on psychiatric patients to just get the job done.

It sounds ridiculous but it's 100% true. The NHS cannot afford to treat psychiatric patients so they try to get rid of us in the most discreet way they can.

I'm under NHS Lothian and I have documented everything so that when I'm gone, an investigation will have to be opened.
 
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FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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That is just such terrible extreme cruelty to me, there's so much cruelty in how these people have made it illegal to painlessly cease existing, I find it horrific how these people want others to be tortured in this existence for as long as possible until they cease existing anyway, I always suffer so unbearably from existing in this horrific anti-suicide world where I cannot just choose to never suffer again.
 
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urgent

Student
Dec 6, 2025
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Potassium Nitrite. Potassium is called Kalium and Sodium called Natrium in Latin. So you get NaCl, KCl and such symbols and formulas. PPEH lists more options. They say: Never reinvent the wheel. If the work is already done, it is best to use it.
Is SN easier to get or does it work faster? I always see everyone talking about SN. I haven't seen KN mentioned. Is it more expensive, harder to get,do you just mix and drink or do you need to take something first? I don't know where to get SN and I'm worried about welfare checks or police after reading. I'm in the US I'm trying to find out if it is the same here.I don't think I can order anything because someone else gets the mail, sees credit card bills, believe it or not I have been so ill I haven't used a credit card or gotten a package in 3 years. I'm not sure if any of the accounts have been closed. Does anyone know if there are medication combos that are proven to work? Thanks
 
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raybd

Experienced
Dec 4, 2019
212
Is SN easier to get or does it work faster? I always see everyone talking about SN. I haven't seen KN mentioned. Is it more expensive, harder to get,do you just mix and drink or do you need to take something first? I don't know where to get SN and I'm worried about welfare checks or police after reading. I'm in the US I'm trying to find out if it is the same here.I don't think I can order anything because someone else gets the mail, sees credit card bills, believe it or not I have been so ill I haven't used a credit card or gotten a package in 3 years. I'm not sure if any of the accounts have been closed. Does anyone know if there are medication combos that are proven to work? Thanks
KN is easier to obtain currently but you have to calibrate your protocol by yourself whereas for SN you can blindly follow the PPEH page on it. Read the PPEH carefully. You will find all the questions you have asked, answered. SN has gotten tougher to get in the US in the last few years. You won't find people listing sources on this site. Try DMing people from YOUR part of the US... if you find them on this site. Availability varies regionally in the US is what I understand - I am from the Northeast but I have been traveling abroad for some good time now. May not know current status. Word's out in the US about SN being used as a exit route.
 
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urgent

Student
Dec 6, 2025
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KN is easier to obtain currently but you have to calibrate your protocol by yourself whereas for SN you can blindly follow the PPEH page on it. Read the PPEH carefully. You will find all the questions you have asked, answered. SN has gotten tougher to get in the US in the last few years. You won't find people listing sources on this site. Try DMing people from YOUR part of the US... if you find them on this site. Availability varies regionally in the US is what I understand - I am from the Northeast but I have been traveling abroad for some good time now. May not know current status. Word's out in the US about SN being used as a exit route.
Thanks for your response. I'll keep trying to find people from my area. I haven't found a link for a recent PPeH that worked for me. Best to you!
 
apooka

apooka

meow
Dec 28, 2025
24
this is so scary ;-; are there any trustworthy sources of KN?
 
RadiantNumber

RadiantNumber

Specialist
Mar 2, 2024
351
F*ck goverments, they are doing it for "our health", yeah rather to have more people to provide for them.
Hellium is not forbidden I guess so exit mask is an option
 
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Weird username

Weird username

Member
Apr 18, 2022
42
Honestly there's nothing to worry about.

I know mental health services inside out here in the UK. I know the services so well that I openly told them I have SN on the way and if it does get seized, I'll get a knock on the door from police and that'll be the end of the matter.

Mental health workers in the UK have been instructed by the government to make it look like they're trying to help so that family and the general public don't ask questions.

Behind closed doors away from the public eye they put things into your head, they encourage suicide. They don't say "I want to to kill yourself" or whatever, they word it to put the ball into your court like "if you wanted to kill yourself, you'd have done it already" knowing that puts shame and pressure on psychiatric patients to just get the job done.

It sounds ridiculous but it's 100% true. The NHS cannot afford to treat psychiatric patients so they try to get rid of us in the most discreet way they can.

I'm under NHS Lothian and I have documented everything so that when I'm gone, an investigation will have to be opened.
Now,this makes sense. They are pretending and not just in the MH services,the whole nhs is a shitshow at this moment so is social services etc
People are begging to get into psycho hospitals but get no admission so yes,it is all a lie that they threaten people with
 
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hearthewind

Member
Nov 23, 2020
14
I thought SanctionedSuicide stopped service in UK?

Also, as someone who doesn't live in UK, what does being sectioned mean?
 
hampster123

hampster123

Member
Jan 14, 2026
6
I thought SanctionedSuicide stopped service in UK?

Also, as someone who doesn't live in UK, what does being sectioned mean?
i'm from the uk and use a vpn and getting sectioned is being detained under the mental health act so you can be assessed/treated without your consent
 
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raybd

Experienced
Dec 4, 2019
212
Don't have to be UK. Wherever the hell you are in the world - use a no-logs VPN to get on this site.
Point of reference: Was just posting earlier today about something that happened to me 15 years ago. Long before I myself fell ill, I was always for dying with dignity even before I heard of Kevorkian or Derek Humphrys. And was serving many social causes. Was on countless mailing lists. Somehow I was on the Bag Lady's contact list - the one who used to sell Exit Bags from California. Some US attorney prosecuted her - she was 92 - and I ended up getting phone calls and letters from the US Atty's office asking if she had harmed me and inviting me to give a deposition if she had. And this was 15 years ago when the world was a whole lot saner.
 
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Bat12

Student
Mar 2, 2024
120
peace and love to all of u

Big warning for anyone in the UK considering it but I managed to find a supplier that didn't ask questions and allowed me to purchase 250g 98% purity sodium nitrite and I made an order on the 6th January.

2 days ago the police knocked on my door, the parcel was stopped at customs and was intercepted by UK government. I am now one wrong move away from being sectioned, I have gotten several phone calls daily from mental health box-tickers in the NHS asking me if i have any plans wanting to kill myself and this doesn't look like it will stop anytime soon. I received another welfare check by the yesterday and have had my GP contact me telling me that I absolutely have to attend an appointment tomorrow if I do not want the police to get further involved, further risking being sectioned.

Do not be like me. They WILL intercept the parcel, every supplier has a legal obligation to inform the UK Govt. on the contents of a parcel entering the UK and, if you're not an actual fucking chemist, you have a zero percent chance to receive it and a one hundred percent chance to end up on a fucking watchlist
You think dark net suppliers or a single man in his block of flats is going to report transactions to the UK government?… No of course not… that's why people buy it from these places and not chemical wholesalers.

Actual chemical suppliers are almost certain to report orders due to the sanctions involved in potentially not doing so. A chap in Wales got 15 years in prison for making four sales…. Yes FOUR, albeit he knew what he was doing.
 
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RinneOfAragon

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Jan 2, 2025
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Honestly there's nothing to worry about.

I know mental health services inside out here in the UK. I know the services so well that I openly told them I have SN on the way and if it does get seized, I'll get a knock on the door from police and that'll be the end of the matter.

Mental health workers in the UK have been instructed by the government to make it look like they're trying to help so that family and the general public don't ask questions.

Behind closed doors away from the public eye they put things into your head, they encourage suicide. They don't say "I want to to kill yourself" or whatever, they word it to put the ball into your court like "if you wanted to kill yourself, you'd have done it already" knowing that puts shame and pressure on psychiatric patients to just get the job done.

It sounds ridiculous but it's 100% true. The NHS cannot afford to treat psychiatric patients so they try to get rid of us in the most discreet way they can.

I'm under NHS Lothian and I have documented everything so that when I'm gone, an investigation will have to be opened.
I'm in the uk I can vouch, they kind of just nodded their heads when I said I'm having strong ideation.
I so hope they don't come after KN now 🙁😢
 
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raybd

Experienced
Dec 4, 2019
212
I so hope they don't come after KN now 🙁😢
LOL. No fear. There's a few hundred salts in the list available without too much difficulty. SN was just too easy and the calibration for an exit quickly spread. PPEH people and their fellow travelers will keep us posted. The Aussies already cover Sodium Azide, apart from KN in the PPEH. They will never take us alive! :)
 
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