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Seul

Seul

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I've decided to take my SN in about an hour. (20g in 50ml water with one backup, paracetamol but no antacids or antiemetics).

I haven't been here for long but I want to thank everyone on this website! Especially in the recovery section, where people put lots of effort into helping other users. I usually mess ctb up so there's always a chance I'll be back tomorrow... let's hope not...

If this is my last post then thank you for making this place a great bus stop!
 
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Spitfire

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Please post one more time.

I hope it goes well and I want it to work out how you want it to.

:heart:
 
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Wrennie

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So sorry that life has driven you to a point where you desire death, but I'm happy that you've deriven benefit from what this community has to offer!
Best wishes, best of luck, and pleasant journey. <3
 
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SheJumped

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Safe and peaceful travels.
 
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Superdeterminist

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Be at peace, you wretched fool.

Sorry, that was just a quote that I love and I felt compelled to say it. You are not a wretched fool. All the best to you, whatever happens.
 
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May peace hug you eternally. Enjoy the peace.
 
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Spitfire

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It does not have to happen
I've decided to take my SN in about an hour. (20g in 50ml water with one backup, paracetamol but no antacids or antiemetics).

I haven't been here for long but I want to thank everyone on this website! Especially in the recovery section, where people put lots of effort into helping other users. I usually mess ctb up so there's always a chance I'll be back tomorrow... let's hope not...

If this is my last post then thank you for making this place a great bus stop!
How are you feeling?
 
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Be at peace, you wretched fool.

Sorry, that was just a quote that I love and I felt compelled to say it. You are not a wretched fool. All the best to you, whatever happens.
Put a smile on my face :)
It does not have to happen

How are you feeling?
About to drink it, feeling alright. Will log off after drinking so I don't accidentally leave with this forum open.
I know it doesn't have to happen but something does. love you and thank you stranger
 
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Daveyjones

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Dec 20, 2020
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II hope you find your peace. Take care and god speed.
 
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Spitfire

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I love you
 
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I hope your journey is a peaceful one.
 

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