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Stargazer100

no nonsense
May 25, 2021
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tachycardia as a result of SN sounds like it will be a freightening experience and I wonder if I could easily prevent it. Don't want it to ruin the peacefulness of my peaceful death.

N wouldn't have that issue but N has other issues
 
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44nutz1977

Member
Oct 19, 2021
61
tachycardia as a result of SN sounds like it will be a freightening experience and I wonder if I could easily prevent it. Don't want it to ruin the peacefulness of my peaceful death.

N wouldn't have that issue but N has other issues
It could be. But that's why I have a mixture of benzos.
From what I gather the fast heartbeat thing ...
it depends on various things including your health at the time. So.. you might not even experience it. But a coouple of minutes of panic will be fine by me as long as I quickly get drowsy and unconcious.
As far as my plan..

Anti emetics no 1.
Benzos no 2.

When SN is ingested hoping enough benzos will keep me calm until SN makes me drowsy and then sleep. I also plan to tie myself to a tree so I don't fall over and puke and wake up. I also plan to have a bag over my head just as I get drowsy.

Will have note for this who. Find me in my pocket. That's it. Plan is there when I decide to go follow through.
Also it's probably not much worse than having a panic attack after drinking too much caffeine!
 
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supermario

Experienced
Oct 21, 2021
233
It could be. But that's why I have a mixture of benzos.
From what I gather the fast heartbeat thing ...
it depends on various things including your health at the time. So.. you might not even experience it. But a coouple of minutes of panic will be fine by me as long as I quickly get drowsy and unconcious.
As far as my plan..

Anti emetics no 1.
Benzos no 2.

When SN is ingested hoping enough benzos will keep me calm until SN makes me drowsy and then sleep. I also plan to tie myself to a tree so I don't fall over and puke and wake up. I also plan to have a bag over my head just as I get drowsy.

Will have note for this who. Find me in my pocket. That's it. Plan is there when I decide to go follow through.
Also it's probably not much worse than having a panic attack after drinking too much caffeine!

I love your meticulous planning to make it fail proof. So is your choice of CTB in the woods? I think it's much better than in a hotel room where others may hear you or SI kicks in and ruins the day.
 
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44nutz1977

Member
Oct 19, 2021
61
I love your meticulous planning to make it fail proof. So is your choice of CTB in the woods? I think it's much better than in a hotel room where others may hear you or SI kicks in and ruins the day.
I have a place in the woods planned yes. I am in my mid 40s. This has been planned for over a year now.
 
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Info abt typng styl on prfle.
Sep 26, 2021
3,791
tachycardia as a result of SN sounds like it will be a freightening experience and I wonder if I could easily prevent it. Don't want it to ruin the peacefulness of my peaceful death.

N wouldn't have that issue but N has other issues
Sm ppl tk propanolol beta-blcker 2 slow heart. See Stan Guide.
 
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Info abt typng styl on prfle.
Sep 26, 2021
3,791
Could you please give a link to Stan Guide?
Thread 'Stan's Guide to SN.' https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/stans-guide-to-sn.27535/
 
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enau

Student
Apr 15, 2021
142
is somoone know howw to get propanonol ?
I FAILED TO OBTAIN IT WITH psychiatrist, so.. now i suppose i have to get it on the web.
Still dont know how to use properly bitcoin, but i have full attention for learning that now
 
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Info abt typng styl on prfle.
Sep 26, 2021
3,791
is somoone know howw to get propanonol ?
I FAILED TO OBTAIN IT WITH psychiatrist, so.. now i suppose i have to get it on the web.
Still dont know how to use properly bitcoin, but i have full attention for learning that now
Cld try onlne pharmcy
 
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enau

Student
Apr 15, 2021
142
well if someone know one reliable online pharma with propanonol..
same about antiemetic..
I HAVE SEVERE tachycardia, and its related to my ptsd,
if i have tachycardia with sn, it probably will not be very peacefull and reactivate painful memory
so i nneed this fucking propanonol
.. should i seek for all psychiatrist in my city and ask for it? i m tired of this..so hard..
 
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FromGermany

Specialist
Oct 23, 2021
336
"Still dont know how to use properly bitcoin, but i have full attention for learning that now"

A Bitcoin Guide on this forum would really be helpfully for many people.
 
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Info abt typng styl on prfle.
Sep 26, 2021
3,791
well if someone know one reliable online pharma with propanonol..
same about antiemetic..
I HAVE SEVERE tachycardia, and its related to my ptsd,
if i have tachycardia with sn, it probably will not be very peacefull and reactivate painful memory
so i nneed this fucking propanonol
.. should i seek for all psychiatrist in my city and ask for it? i m tired of this..so hard..
Depnd on locatn. MayB google few
 
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enau

Student
Apr 15, 2021
142
https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/bitcoin-buying-on-dark-web.40786/page-2
https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/simple-bitcoin-beginners-guide.26742/
 
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deletedaccount30982

Illuminated
Mar 10, 2020
3,430
tachycardia as a result of SN sounds like it will be a freightening experience and I wonder if I could easily prevent it. Don't want it to ruin the peacefulness of my peaceful death.

N wouldn't have that issue but N has other issues
from what i recall from my experience the tachycardia wasn't too scary but i'm also used to a high heart rate from many factors
 
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dustyfurcollector

Specialist
Dec 17, 2021
303
well if someone know one reliable online pharma with propanonol..
same about antiemetic..
I HAVE SEVERE tachycardia, and its related to my ptsd,
if i have tachycardia with sn, it probably will not be very peacefull and reactivate painful memory
so i nneed this fucking propanonol
.. should i seek for all psychiatrist in my city and ask for it? i m tired of this..so hard..
It also works for blood pressure. If you can get your blood pressure up, your pcp might prescribe it. Best of luck. I wish you peace
 
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