I hope I don't kill myself but im really losing the fight to continue. I would rather ctb than have another abortion or experience 9 months of someone growing inside me. If I do this it needs to happen soon.
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I'm so sorry. You are pregnant? You can't catch a break, can you.
I know right, I just didn't need this heaped on me too. I'm unraveling badly.
I'm so sorry. I wish there were something I could do to help. You've been struggling. :-(
I don't have the supplies to kill myself but there are rifles here where I'm at now and things to strangle myself with. I left town bc of panic and left most of my things.
Oh dear... the only thing keeping me calm right now is knowing I have my nitrogen. I can't imagine life without it.
Is there any way you could go back to retrieve your things?
I'm thinking I'm going to try to hang myself or maybe run head on into a huge wall or tree at high speed with car.
I'm totally alone in life and nobody will really care till I'm actually dead. That's just how it goes.
I know just what you mean. I have parents who aren't there for me but when I'm dead they'll act like their world came crumbling down.
Same here
Mines give a fuck about me and abused me all my life but when I'll die god knows how they will rampage and blame me for that...
SamK
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