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hopelessanddisabled

The epitome of bad luck
Feb 5, 2021
55
goodbye my friends. today is the day i have had enough. if im not back on this site tomorrow then i am most likely gone. not even leaving a suicide note behind because i am this tired.
 
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Endeavour

Mage
Dec 13, 2020
566
See you tomorrow.
 
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Tackingintothewind

Tackingintothewind

Mage
Mar 2, 2021
530
What happened for you to push your plans up
 
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bad luck

bad luck

Memento mori
Mar 2, 2021
772
If you decide to do it have a good trip, if not, do not feel guilty, some of us have had impulses that ended up in hospital
 
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aneurysm

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Jan 27, 2019
581
wish I wrote this
 
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WornOutLife

WornOutLife

マット
Mar 22, 2020
7,183
Whatever you do, wish you the best and lots of peace.

Hugs!
 
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Pen>Sword

Pen>Sword

Ad Majorem Dei Gloriam
Jan 13, 2021
465
Hey @__nico__, I'm hoping for a safe trip. We respect whatever direction you go. Please be safe no matter what. I hope you find peace.
 
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JamieD

Member
Feb 28, 2021
54
I wish you peace......
 
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Gonjoolie

Gonjoolie

Student
Feb 5, 2021
137
I hope you find the peace you're looking for Nico
 
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BandAddict

Specialist
Apr 3, 2019
338
Safe journeys, sorry you've been pushed to this point.
 
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wanttodie

wanttodie

Enlightened
Apr 19, 2018
1,823
I'm hoping for a safe trip.
 
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fresca

fresca

Member
Feb 10, 2021
19
It's been a while now. Rest easy Nico wherever you are.
 
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alown

soon in the other reality where we come from ༄
Mar 13, 2021
297
if you are gone, have a nice trip, hoping your soul will find a better place than this planet
 
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hopelessanddisabled

The epitome of bad luck
Feb 5, 2021
55
Unfortunately I am still here, though I almost jumped at one point. I am in a better place now, went to a hospital and now they are looking into finding answers for my physical health problems instead of being gaslighting turds. I feel genuinely happy for the first time in many months and my plans to ctb are postponed...
 
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Tackingintothewind

Mage
Mar 2, 2021
530
I'm glad you are still with us and feeling happy, and I hope the doctors find solutions to your health problems
 
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MrBigSad

MrBigSad

Experienced
Sep 30, 2020
266
Hospital really is the best place , I hope you don't stay in America and they over charge you just for staying a few nights.

Hoping you get better, it's nice to know that ending it is always an option, there's comfort in that.
 
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notsure04

Member
Feb 1, 2021
31
Unfortunately I am still here, though I almost jumped at one point. I am in a better place now, went to a hospital and now they are looking into finding answers for my physical health problems instead of being gaslighting turds. I feel genuinely happy for the first time in many months and my plans to ctb are postponed...
yaaaaas! good to know you feeling happy, hoping the best for you.
 
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fresca

Member
Feb 10, 2021
19
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Unfortunately I am still here, though I almost jumped at one point. I am in a better place now, went to a hospital and now they are looking into finding answers for my physical health problems instead of being gaslighting turds. I feel genuinely happy for the first time in many months and my plans to ctb are postponed...
That's truly amazing Nico!! I'm glad they are trying to help you instead of being toxic shits. Based on what you said in the past, your health problems are serious and you deserve all the help in the world. We are all here for you. I'll keep you in my thoughts and hope you finally get the help you need.
 
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Ani198

Ani198

Member
Jan 17, 2021
47
Unfortunately I am still here, though I almost jumped at one point. I am in a better place now, went to a hospital and now they are looking into finding answers for my physical health problems instead of being gaslighting turds. I feel genuinely happy for the first time in many months and my plans to ctb are postponed...
I'm glad, Nico! I hope you finally find a solution to your medical problems and can feel happy consistently. But in whatever you may choose, I wish you peace. <3
 
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Marktheghost

Marktheghost

Paragon
Feb 20, 2020
911
Unfortunately I am still here, though I almost jumped at one point. I am in a better place now, went to a hospital and now they are looking into finding answers for my physical health problems instead of being gaslighting turds. I feel genuinely happy for the first time in many months and my plans to ctb are postponed...
YAY!!
 
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Error1987

Error1987

Member
Aug 22, 2020
16
Wish you peace, will be joining you soon
 
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Spitfire

Enlightened
Apr 26, 2020
1,273
goodbye my friends. today is the day i have had enough. if im not back on this site tomorrow then i am most likely gone. not even leaving a suicide note behind because i am this tired.
I once had a dog named "Nico", not mine, but was mine, type of a dog

I am really glad to see you are around and did not go yet @__nico__

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insanedoomer

insanedoomer

Zé"HaZarD
Jan 10, 2021
244
C.T.B yr lucky , R.I.P :heart:
 
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hopelessanddisabled

The epitome of bad luck
Feb 5, 2021
55
fuck everything fuck doctors fuck hope fuck happiness im killing myself monday
 

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