My psychologist theorizes I have PTSD, but I'm concerned that it's BPD instead. I don't have splitting, but there are definitely long-lasting patterns of certain behaviors in my relationships, disorganized attachment, emotional dysregulation, etc. I've had the feeling that I have more than anxiety and depression for a long time, but was too afraid to find out.
I guess I'll see after my assessments. Too bad I'll likely have to wait another 4-6 weeks. Sigh.