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nirvana133

nirvana133

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Oct 14, 2019
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Anyone feel like you get to a point where there is no going back, and your destined to go this way? Its such a weird feeling knowing all hope is lost, and this is it. I'm so mentally gone i know there isn't a chance at getting better. Back when i was 16 i always thought there was some chance of things turning around and getting better, but now at 26 i feel like its over. I'm sick and tired of this place, and i shouldn't have been here in the first place. being a complete reject for 26 years gets old.
 
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Neverod

Neverod

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Aug 8, 2019
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Yeah, i ignored that feeling for 2 years, but later this July it became unbearable, and i came to terms with myself, deciding on ending it all for my sake.
Hope you can do what you wish in the end and find the energy for it.
 
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mediocre

trapped here
Nov 9, 2019
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Yep totally feel you. Everybody always tells me "oh but you're still so young" but I feel like it's too late to change things. I'm stuck like this.

if I could go back in time I would do every single thing differently.
 
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