The best dreams i have, are the ones in which i am dead.
I don't think i can go through this. - you don't have to. Stuck in a maze, you're just a bag of blood. The universe constitutes you, maybe that's why it wants you back. Maybe that's why you're being made to go through things you can't go through.
All this suffering? It doesn't have a meaning, don't fool yourself by making yourself believe you're part of something substantial and unexplainable because you're not.
the only place i long to be, is deep inside the earth, in a spell of unending slumber or maybe as ash in the sea. Just put me to sleep for i have to dream my best dream, in which i lay still.
It is unexplainable, horrific, mundane, depressingly lonely, still and stiff, faulty but homely, For all you've known is this. Your heart keeps aching and it's unjustified, but what isn't? None of it matters because all you long for is a dream, the best dream in which you are ~lifeless~
I don't think i can go through this. - you don't have to. Stuck in a maze, you're just a bag of blood. The universe constitutes you, maybe that's why it wants you back. Maybe that's why you're being made to go through things you can't go through.
All this suffering? It doesn't have a meaning, don't fool yourself by making yourself believe you're part of something substantial and unexplainable because you're not.
the only place i long to be, is deep inside the earth, in a spell of unending slumber or maybe as ash in the sea. Just put me to sleep for i have to dream my best dream, in which i lay still.
It is unexplainable, horrific, mundane, depressingly lonely, still and stiff, faulty but homely, For all you've known is this. Your heart keeps aching and it's unjustified, but what isn't? None of it matters because all you long for is a dream, the best dream in which you are ~lifeless~
