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Adamsnolife

Adamsnolife

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May 5, 2020
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Does anyone else get that feeling when you can't sleep and staying awake is only option whilst still alive.

Haven't been sleeping much recently and just been awake thinking that there is plenty of time to sleep when you die so why sleep much alive
 
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motel rooms

Survivor of incest. Gay. Please don't PM me.
Apr 13, 2021
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92MS

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Jun 5, 2020
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I mostly sleep just to pass time and stop thinking about life
 
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FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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Insomnia is hell. Sleep is the only thing I look forward too, it is like a break from existing. I see death as like a premium version of regular sleep, as you don't have to wake up the next day and there is no weird nightmares while you are doing it. I believe death is pure, blissful nothingness.
 
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WornOutLife

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Mar 22, 2020
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Yeah, I don't like sleeping because I feel as if I was waiting my time but at the same time, being warm and covered by my sheets on my bed and falling asleep feels awesome lol.

I used to have a terrible sleep disorder and felt tired all day and couldn't enjoy ANYTHING.

So, I think sleeping at least 7 hours a day is necessary.
 
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Lost Magic

Illuminated
May 5, 2020
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When I can sleep I love it. I think a lot of suicidal people seek comfort in sleep. Unless, of course, you have terrible nightmares or PTSD. I am looking forward to the final sleep more when I am gone.
 
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ollo

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Jul 4, 2021
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I got tinnitus, so its basically impossible for me to sleep if i'm anxious or in panic mode, the ringing is like a siren and nobody can't stop it. Nobody...

I would love to sleep forever and never have to worry...
 
logan

logan

Warlock
May 20, 2021
704
Under these stressful conditions, sleep is the greatest gift.
Unfortunately, you always wake up at some point and all the thoughts are there again ...
 

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