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Hollowillow

Hollowillow

The only place that allows negative feelings.
Aug 7, 2022
1,527
I need avatars to recognize people, and get to know them, by seeing which picture they choose among infinity.

I have a meme about not wanting to wear a mask... During covid... You must wear a face (mask is glitched out)

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A lack of avatar reminds me if that meme.

And to make that post worthy to be in this section... Here's why masks make me suicidal.

Being forced to let someone control my viral functions "for my own good"... It's very narcissistic & psychopathic. Only about control

Forcing me against my will, even sick, even with a doctor note giving me an exemption saying I can pass out... They still force me... Knowing it can hurt me... They force me.

They deny me services & therapy... They claim to do it to protect fragile people, but I'm too fragile to breathe through plastic & they fon't give a fuck.

I was alone outside, waiting for the bus. A security guard beat me so hard for not wearing a mask, I could barely walk for months. .. I bled like mad and the cops said I deserved it... That I'm guilty... Refused to see the video cameras... Of him dragging me by the hairs left and right... Unprovoked... While I begged like a child... I explained that I was out of breath due to illness, begged to breathe until the bus arrived... Left peacefully to walk home... But winning wasn't enough... He tortured me.

And recently I was still denied my exemption to go to art therapy.

It makes me want to ficking die of covid.

So please wear an avatar. but feel free not to, faceless stranger.
 
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Rational man

Rational man

Enlightened
Oct 19, 2021
1,482
Do you like my cliff face. It actually is a beautiful face of nature, part of me actually and I will return there when I'm gone.
 
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Hollowillow

Hollowillow

The only place that allows negative feelings.
Aug 7, 2022
1,527
Do you like my cliff face. It actually is a beautiful face of nature, part of me actually and I will return there when I'm gone.
It's amazing, so soothing, thank you. I wish you to become the waves 🌸
 
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FadeOut

FadeOut

Member
Aug 9, 2022
51
I need avatars to recognize people, and get to know them, by seeing which picture they choose among infinity.

I have a meme about not wanting to wear a mask... During covid... You must wear a face (mask is glitched out)

View attachment 98631

A lack of avatar reminds me if that meme.

And to make that post worthy to be in this section... Here's why masks make me suicidal.

Being forced to let someone control my viral functions "for my own good"... It's very narcissistic & psychopathic. Only about control

Forcing me against my will, even sick, even with a doctor note giving me an exemption saying I can pass out... They still force me... Knowing it can hurt me... They force me.

They deny me services & therapy... They claim to do it to protect fragile people, but I'm too fragile to breathe through plastic & they fon't give a fuck.

I was alone outside, waiting for the bus. A security guard beat me so hard for not wearing a mask, I could barely walk for months. .. I bled like mad and the cops said I deserved it... That I'm guilty... Refused to see the video cameras... Of him dragging me by the hairs left and right... Unprovoked... While I begged like a child... I explained that I was out of breath due to illness, begged to breathe until the bus arrived... Left peacefully to walk home... But winning wasn't enough... He tortured me.

And recently I was still denied my exemption to go to art therapy.

It makes me want to ficking die of covid.

So please wear an avatar. but feel free not to, faceless stranger.
I can't believe that it happened to you! I'm so sorry. Where there any witnesses? That security guard should go to jail 😠
I'm also curious what country you live in, but you don't have to say if you're not comfortable! I'm just surprised and mad that you're being denied therapy even when you have the mask exemption.

I'm sending you virtual hugs and I hope you don't have any serious injuries ❤️

Also, what do you think about my avatar?
 
FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
48,549
Those people sound so awful, to me it's just so horrible the way that many people treat others. Hearing about things like that happening just makes me want to leave this world even more.

Also I think that some people don't want to be recognised, a lot of users come on this forum just to ask about and research methods and then just leave, and they want to be forgotten about. For me it's quite comforting the thought of being forgotten about. Life is so meaningless after all.
 
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Hollowillow

Hollowillow

The only place that allows negative feelings.
Aug 7, 2022
1,527
I can't believe that it happened to you! I'm so sorry. Where there any witnesses? That security guard should go to jail 😠
I'm also curious what country you live in, but you don't have to say if you're not comfortable! I'm just surprised and mad that you're being denied therapy even when you have the mask exemption.

I'm sending you virtual hugs and I hope you don't have any serious injuries ❤️

Also, what do you think about my avatar?
The cops said I have zero whitness and he has many. Which is a lie. The only withness tried to stop the blood and the cops screamed to go away. They prefered to let me bleed. I read a post about dead pigs with sn tests... If only they were cops 😆

Your avatar is super fancy! Skeletton? Nice!

I didn't mean to use a face for an avatar, it was just an excuse to post the meme. I do wish people used any avatars though. Maybe they expect to be gone too soon to customize?
Those people sound so awful, to me it's just so horrible the way that many people treat others. Hearing about things like that happening just makes me want to leave this world even more.

Also I think that some people don't want to be recognised, a lot of users come on this forum just to ask about and research methods and then just leave, and they want to be forgotten about. For me it's quite comforting the thought of being forgotten about. Life is so meaningless after all.
Your avatar is glorious! Some seem to want friends. I use one because I love to see it...? I guess trees are my favorite things. I can't do what I love, I forgot who I am.

In the movie the book of life, they show the beliefs of mexico? You go to a sort of heaven party colorful place... If you are remembered. If not, you vanish into dust & die in the afterlife too. Is this why you want to be forgotten? To be honest my memory sucks... So... I'll forget even if I don't want to. Until then I'm happy to recognize & see you
 
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rationaltake

rationaltake

I'm rocking it - in another universe
Sep 28, 2021
2,703
I would put an image up for you but I'm on an android phone and don't know how to do it with an avatar.

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I've only recently found out how to post images. This is the avatar I would have 💜.

It's me. I hope I don't get recognised!
 
makethepainstop

makethepainstop

Visionary
Sep 16, 2022
2,029
It's amazing, so soothing, thank you. I wish you to become the waves 🌸
One day.............when I can figure out how to do it and find an avatar that suits my disposition.
 
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hamvil

hamvil

Wizard
Aug 29, 2022
650
I need avatars to recognize people, and get to know them, by seeing which picture they choose among infinity.

I have a meme about not wanting to wear a mask... During covid... You must wear a face (mask is glitched out)

View attachment 98631

A lack of avatar reminds me if that meme.

And to make that post worthy to be in this section... Here's why masks make me suicidal.

Being forced to let someone control my viral functions "for my own good"... It's very narcissistic & psychopathic. Only about control

Forcing me against my will, even sick, even with a doctor note giving me an exemption saying I can pass out... They still force me... Knowing it can hurt me... They force me.

They deny me services & therapy... They claim to do it to protect fragile people, but I'm too fragile to breathe through plastic & they fon't give a fuck.

I was alone outside, waiting for the bus. A security guard beat me so hard for not wearing a mask, I could barely walk for months. .. I bled like mad and the cops said I deserved it... That I'm guilty... Refused to see the video cameras... Of him dragging me by the hairs left and right... Unprovoked... While I begged like a child... I explained that I was out of breath due to illness, begged to breathe until the bus arrived... Left peacefully to walk home... But winning wasn't enough... He tortured me.

And recently I was still denied my exemption to go to art therapy.

It makes me want to ficking die of covid.

So please wear an avatar. but feel free not to, faceless stranger.
I cannot believe that this happened to you. In which f... country a cop beat a person for not wearing a mask. Was it an option to use the surgical masks? They are lighter and it is easier to breathe compared to the FFP2.
Hope you like my avatar
 
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makethepainstop

Visionary
Sep 16, 2022
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No, not a chance of recognition, I promise you! I
 
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emgrl

emgrl

Mage
Aug 6, 2022
575
I changed it for YOU! 🤗 hope you like it ☺️
 
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Enlightened
Aug 14, 2022
1,290
I can't believe that it happened to you! I'm so sorry. Where there any witnesses? That security guard should go to jail 😠
I'm also curious what country you live in, but you don't have to say if you're not comfortable! I'm just surprised and mad that you're being denied therapy even when you have the mask exemption.

I'm sending you virtual hugs and I hope you don't have any serious injuries ❤️

Also, what do you think about my avatar?
I thought your picture was lines of cocaine until I zoomed in on it
 
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