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Chocoman

Member
Apr 26, 2022
16
Been looking for SN tooooo long. I'm a coward, I need this so bad. Life got bad for me, things can and will only get more bad.
Lost literally everything now, I'm homeless and I lost my mental health permanently. Please, please, someone please help me.

I tried many ways obtaining it over the years, wasted some money and got the wrong stuff too.

I just wanna go peacefully, I'm so super tired.
I beg you, if you can point me in the right direction or maybe even wanna share your own stash.
I wanna rest, it's taking too long. I'm too afraid, I can't do it but maybe with this SN I can

Please don't delete my post mods
 
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locked*n*loaded

locked*n*loaded

Archangel
Apr 15, 2022
9,598
I'm sorry about your situation. But, if you're homeless, where would you get the SN sent, if you did happen to locate a source? Really need a valid address.
 
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LastNite

LastNite

I love you!
Mar 31, 2025
626
I'm sorry about your situation. But, if you're homeless, where would you get the SN sent, if you did happen to locate a source? Really need a valid address.
P.O boxes or General Delivery to USPS store. General Delivery is free to those without a valid address. It can be used also with an address.


First go to https://tools.usps.com/locations/

Paste your location or Zip Code
Under Filters select general delivery
Apply filter and look for the nearest USPS office

Once you order whatever you need structure it like this:

[Your Full Name]
GENERAL DELIVERY
[City, State ZIP-9999]

I planned on using it for my Fentanyl order but nearest USPS store that offers it is 2-3 hours away on foot unlucky.
 
bankai

bankai

Visionary
Mar 16, 2025
2,340
planned on using it for my Fentanyl order but nearest USPS store that offers it is 2-3 hours away on foot unlucky.

How the hell are you able to get fentanyl online and delivered home? Like pizza?🫔

Dark web eh?
 
locked*n*loaded

locked*n*loaded

Archangel
Apr 15, 2022
9,598
P.O boxes or General Delivery to USPS store. General Delivery is free to those without a valid address. It can be used also with an address.


First go to https://tools.usps.com/locations/

Paste your location or Zip Code
Under Filters select general delivery
Apply filter and look for the nearest USPS office

Once you order whatever you need structure it like this:

[Your Full Name]
GENERAL DELIVERY
[City, State ZIP-9999]

I planned on using it for my Fentanyl order but nearest USPS store that offers it is 2-3 hours away on foot unlucky.
Most places aren't going to deliver to PO boxes. That's my experience, anyway. They usually have a disclaimer saying that. It's a bit of a red flag, too, when something is shipped from overseas and it's destination is a PO box.
 
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LastNite

LastNite

I love you!
Mar 31, 2025
626
Most places aren't going to deliver to PO boxes. That's my experience, anyway. They usually have a disclaimer saying that. It's a bit of a red flag, too, when something is shipped from overseas and it's destination is a PO box.
General delivery works though. It's like a real address they just hold it for you until you come (30 days max) with ID.
How the hell are you able to get fentanyl online and delivered home? Like pizza?🫔

Dark web eh?
Yeh lol the guy wraps it up in multiple layers to avoid dogs sniffing it out. Sends it to some of his shippers which then go USPS mark a fake return address and send it your way. Takes 2-5 days max depending on delivery options.
 
FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
47,972
I just want to cease existing peacefully as well, it's so cruel to me how there's all this suffering in existing and it really sounds like you've suffered a lot in this torturous existence, I hope you find the freedom you search for.
 

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