Please help me revise my SN schedule

[needed_]

hello everyone, this is my timetable so far. I'm 100% sure I want to do that, I'm just not 100% sure at this point that people who care about me don't get too worried so that I have to postpone last minute so that I don't get saved. but so far I honestly plan to do it. I've read tons of SN threads on this forum and this is what I made out of it. I don't want to take beta blockers because I have bad asthma and beta blockers could cause a severe asthma attack with feelings of suffocation. not the last thing I want to feel.

I would looooove to get your opinions.
(i'm 167cm and 55kg)

Friday

8am - 10mg Meto

4pm - 10mg Meto

10pm - 100mg Promethazine

12pm - 10mg Meto



Saturday

8am - 10mg Meto

10am - large breakfast

11am - stop eating
11am - Diazepam

4pm - 10mg Meto

10pm - stop drinking

11pm - 800mg Ibuprofen
11pm - Lorazepam

11.15pm - 30mg Meto

11.30pm - double dose of Talcid (hydrotalcite as antacid), optional Lorazepam

12pm - 25g SN dissolved in 50ml water + second glass in case of vomiting

edit: i have to "test" a bit how many mg of the sedatives I need

 

[clockface]

The "large" breakfast seems like it might be counterproductive. Some food in your stomach, yes; a lot of food might increase probability of vomiting.

 

[myopybyproxy]

seconding that. perhaps a small meal, something light if you think an empty stomach will increase the chances of nausea and vomiting.

@needed_, is there a reason why you spaced the doses like so? what is the purpose of ibuprofen? and do you not mean 25 grams of SN rather than milligrams?

what do you plan to eat?

why do you plan to take the promethazine the night prior?

why do you plan to take the diazepam in the morning and lorazepam in the evening - what is your goal here regarding sedation? good that you note you will figure out what dose of those to take. i notice you included the days - what week do you plan to implement this?

i ask all these in hopes that you will probe your mind and understand your method completely - every last detail needs accounting for. best wishes, and may you find the peace you seek.

 

[needed_]

hey guys, thanks SO MUCH for your feedback, I'll try to answer as structured as possible.

- yes definitely 25g not 25mg of SN...sorry for that :D I have a pack with 50g SN so I thought I can make 2 glasses with 25g each?

- I wrote friday and saturday because my parents will be away next weekend from thursday midday to sunday evening so I thought it would make sense to do it saturday night (not friday night because I don't like the idea of being dead for already almost 2 days when my parents find me)

- the purpose of the promethazine on friday is to calm me down and to not freak out. it'll be my last evening and night and I can imagine I'll be under a lot of tension. I take promethazine regularly (but lower doses usually) and it works quite well for me

- ibuprofen is meant to be the painkiller that is recommended in Stan's guide to be taken 1 hour before taking the SN, against the headache

- I want to take sedatives already during the day on saturday to stay as calm as I can stay under such circumstances. I don't want my survival instincts to take control over me during the day. diazepam has a significantly longer half-life than lorazepam so I thought it would make sense to take diazepam to get through the day and then lorazepam on top of it for the acute situation... to fall asleep as soon as possible after drinking the SN

- I'm a bit confused regarding the breakfast. you're supposed to fast to have an empty stomach but not to fast too long so that there isn't too much acid in your stomach.. I read 8h a lot (that's also what Stan's guide says, but saying that it can differ individually) so my thought was that if I stop eating at 11am it's 12-13 hours of fasting.. so if after a normal meal it's 8 hours I thought 12-13 hours can follow upon a larger meal. I can change that to a small breakfast, no problem, is there something I'm not supposed to eat? I'll avoid salty things (in order to not get thirsty) and acid things