Help Please help, i need opinions on my method(s)

[restingplace]

Uk based in a small town, SN is practically impossible for me although would be my preferred method.

Method one- Jumping off a 43 meter (141ft) bridge

This is my preferred method so far, i live nearby an infamous bridge which has a very high mortality rate, only 2 known documented survivors.

Pros:
- easiest method
- would most likely ensure death
- would feel freeing to jump and see the view
- most likely won't feel a thing

Cons:
- SI
- it's a dual highway so lots of noise, not very peaceful and east to be spotted
- most likely will be turned into a news story
-I'm terrified of drowning

Method two- decapitation by train

also a reliable method, i live by a lot of easy to access railways and train services are usually frequent and fast. If not i could always locate closer to London which has faster more frequent trains.

pros:
- almost certain death
- won't feel a thing
- I'll be able to relax and listen to music

Cons:
- police might be called
- don't want to traumatise anyone on the train or delay them
- The impending doom of seeing the train and waiting for it, I don't feel as in control

Method three- full suspension hanging

I cant remeber the exact specifics of my rope but its meant for rock climbing. Roughly 10mm x 10cm long. Made out of double braided Polyester.

Pros:
- I can pick whatever spot I want as long as there's a suspension point
- peaceful and relatively painless
- accessible

Cons:
- can take a while
- SI
- if I somehow regret it and go back I don't want to end up with brain damage


Lastly is cutting which I know is basically considered a non method but I've been cutting myself for 6 years and could use this as a back up if I truly have nothing else. I'm pretty thin ( used to be atleast) and plan on using a brand new box cutter.



Please help or offer any advice. I want my ctb to be truly peaceful and as painless as possible. Want it to feel like the calm I get from weed lmao.

 

[ToothFairy]

I'm highly against methods that involve third parties like decapitation by trains and i would think twice if i was you

 

[MAKE_IT_STOP!]

Same boat. Don't want to involve anyone and traumatize them. So it's either hanging if I can guarantee a quiet unsupervised location for at least a couple hours or SN. SN is particularly scary because I hear it hurts like hell, but I mean, a once in a lifetime amount of pain for eternal peace and oblivion isn't a bad trade off.