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[prettyinprozac]

guys ive two options, i could either go with sn, i have all the stuff or i could just jump- i stay on the 25th floor
earlier i was set on sn cuz its less traumatic i guess but im so scared that i might fail and it involves a lot of waiting, while jumping is quick af and theres no going back- i like that
please help me out

 

[Seiba]

SN is less traumatic for both parties and will have lesser problems if you survive. That's my preference, but this is a pro choice forum.

 

[domedune]

I prefer SN to jumping for a few reasons.

One: less difficult to "bite the bullet". Jumping from a building is just more scary than drinking poison, imo.

Two: Easier for me to understand. When jumping from buildings or bridges, you have to calculate at what height you'll die. Water vs concrete, what position you'll be in when you'll land (I've seen people say "when you jump, aim--" NO! I will not fucking aim after jumping off a building!), etc. And you can get really high up there, but even at towering distances there's a chance of survival. I do not want to be one of the unlucky ones who ends up paralyzed and mangled.

Three: Bystanders won't have to watch and won't be able to intervene. This is assuming I'm doing SN method in a sufficiently private place and took the meto. I remember one person took SN without meto or any other preparation and she ended up vomiting so loudly that the neighbors called 911.

Four: Less sensational for those who live. I imagine me dying from SN will be easier for others to get over than me jumping. Also, I want my suicide to look calculated so people will be less likely to exaggerate how unreasonable I was being (they still will). Don't get me wrong: a lot goes into ensuring an effective jump, but we're talking about optics here. SN will look more thought out.

 

[Makko]

I must be the only one on this site who doesn't like poisons. I want death to be a rush, not writhing on my bed feeling like I've swallowed an expired chicken.

 

[Seiba]

I must be the only one on this site who doesn't like poisons. I want death to be a rush, not writhing on my bed feeling like I've swallowed an expired chicken.

I guess it depends on your perspective of rush. I don't get consider fifteen minutes that long personally, but I can get wanting something quicker.

 

[domedune]

I must be the only one on this site who doesn't like poisons. I want death to be a rush, not writhing on my bed feeling like I've swallowed an expired chicken.

I've been tempted to play Russian roulette because this one guy made it sound like a blast, but I have no gun, unfortunately.

 

[OnlyTheWind]

It seems that I can't make my mind up - Full / Partial, Inert gas, SN / Barbiturates.. Very likely that it will be a combination. Everything comes down to peacefulness.

 

[Makko]

I guess it depends on your perspective of rush. I don't get consider fifteen minutes that long personally, but I can get wanting something quicker.

Rush as in "thrill", not as in "hurry".

 

[Apricity]

It seems that I can't make my mind up - Full / Partial, Inert gas, SN / Barbiturates.. Very likely that it will be a combination. Everything comes down to peacefulness.

My plan is to take a benzo, a muscle relaxer, and a glass of liquor. When I start feeling a head change, I'm going to turn on my nitrogen and fill the bag. By the time the bag is full, I should be nice and happy, and then I'll pull it down.

 

[prettyinprozac]

I must be the only one on this site who doesn't like poisons. I want death to be a rush, not writhing on my bed feeling like I've swallowed an expired chicken.

im with youu, now if i had heroin to od on, that would be a different story

 

[OnlyTheWind]

My plan is to take a benzo, a muscle relaxer, and a glass of liquor. When I start feeling a head change, I'm going to turn on my nitrogen and fill the bag. By the time the bag is full, I should be nice and happy, and then I'll pull it down.

Nice. Very similar to my idea of taking barbs and using the nitrogen and diving mask method to ensure a speedy death.

 

[Seiba]

Rush as in "thrill", not as in "hurry".

Ah