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exhaustedgolfcat

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Feb 22, 2026
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i am just fucking done but i have a nice trip planned for the late fall. i will meet with my brother after him living abroad almost a year, "say goodbye", spend some time with my mother and then finally just quit this after 33 years of pure misery

my dilemma is, what method to go with?
i live in hungary, dont have access to drugs or firearms.
i was thinking partial hanging but the thought makes me squeamish. i also dont want to do it at home, it is stupid but i dont think my cats would understand and i scared they would start eating my corpse until they find me.
is there a safe height for jumping that doesnt cripple you but kill effectively? or is the train a viable method?

idk i still have time to figure it out but i just got to the point where i know i will do it and wanted to start planning
thanks
 
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DarkFriend.

DarkFriend.

Neverending Suffering
May 1, 2022
97
Why not go for the Nile River method? I hear it's what everybody's doing now. Wade way out into the river and let the crocs take it from there. 🐊
 
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Zenova_

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Nov 4, 2025
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i am just fucking done but i have a nice trip planned for the late fall. i will meet with my brother after him living abroad almost a year, "say goodbye", spend some time with my mother and then finally just quit this after 33 years of pure misery

my dilemma is, what method to go with?
i live in hungary, dont have access to drugs or firearms.
i was thinking partial hanging but the thought makes me squeamish. i also dont want to do it at home, it is stupid but i dont think my cats would understand and i scared they would start eating my corpse until they find me.
is there a safe height for jumping that doesnt cripple you but kill effectively? or is the train a viable method?

idk i still have time to figure it out but i just got to the point where i know i will do it and wanted to start planning
thanks
Out of your options it seems train is the most viable.
 
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Forveleth

I knew I forgot to do something when I was 15...
Mar 26, 2024
4,557
For jumping, rule of thumb is 150ft/46m onto concrete or 250ft/76m onto water for a 99% chance of death.

Also, it is against the rules here to tell someone how to kill themselves. You need to do your own research.

 
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