Hello i'm pretty new here.
I'm aware of this site existence only since one week.
I tried to ctb once 2 years ago with electrocution and i was stopped by my parents and sent to a psychic hospital and medicated it only made my life worse.
Every day i wake up i feel this life is not worth living, ive already made my choice 4 yrs ago and i feel living this life up to today is a torture.
Ive been considering ctb via CO and coal but i dont have a place and i dont want to poison my family or beign saved by them and im afraid to rent a hotel room because coal is not discret and im afraid of beign found too soon.
I read a lot about SN and i think it will be my solution for departure in my bedroom.
I live in France and i am getting trouble getting SN via AZ , ebay . . .
Do you guys have any advice about where to order for FR Shipping ?
Also can someone clarify the SN full name cause it differs from French and english and i'm afraid of ordering the wrong product. Can i show the link to someone before ordering to clarify ?
(Feel free to PM me instead of replying here)
I really want to go before or just after my birthday next month.
I also have debt and idk if my family will be forced to pay for me.
Should i write a note for my peers when they will find me ?
Also sorry for my english i'm still praticing
Thank u a lot
I'm aware of this site existence only since one week.
I tried to ctb once 2 years ago with electrocution and i was stopped by my parents and sent to a psychic hospital and medicated it only made my life worse.
Every day i wake up i feel this life is not worth living, ive already made my choice 4 yrs ago and i feel living this life up to today is a torture.
Ive been considering ctb via CO and coal but i dont have a place and i dont want to poison my family or beign saved by them and im afraid to rent a hotel room because coal is not discret and im afraid of beign found too soon.
I read a lot about SN and i think it will be my solution for departure in my bedroom.
I live in France and i am getting trouble getting SN via AZ , ebay . . .
Do you guys have any advice about where to order for FR Shipping ?
Also can someone clarify the SN full name cause it differs from French and english and i'm afraid of ordering the wrong product. Can i show the link to someone before ordering to clarify ?
(Feel free to PM me instead of replying here)
I really want to go before or just after my birthday next month.
I also have debt and idk if my family will be forced to pay for me.
Should i write a note for my peers when they will find me ?
Also sorry for my english i'm still praticing
Thank u a lot
