Venting Planned a date, hopefully SI doesn't stop me this time

[LifeIsASadist]

I already asked for valetines day off at my job because I want to finally CTB that day and never return to this fucked up world that deprived me of love especially my state that deserves destruction. I have been also staying away from any CTB attempt because I hope my SI resets

However, there is a potential chance I may need to cut it short as my mom plan to sabotage my bank acc further so I have less control over my own life despite living on my own.
By the way, happy new years

 

[doomer]

The sooner the better

 

[Wordsmith]

I feel you. So much that I write this for you and all those who have been cheated by life: In a city filled with millions I was all alone. I never chose to be this way I only knew that I was.

A part for those like me. Maybe it related to you as well: Something was wrong inside my head for I did not understand the innateness that all seemed to have. They knew how to communicate, to connect, and use speech. Never once did they care about the powers that be. The ones who oppressed, who confined us to the sprawl. No. Instead they danced, they sang, they laughed—they belonged.