Plan b

[Taraxias]

If i dont manage to acquire SN my plan b will be drowning .i will take a floating mattress go to a quiet beach maybe better at night and have my mattress on the sea ,handcuffs and anklecufs .i will wear a backpack full of stones ,have ankleweights on and handweights .go pretty deep in while me on the mattress with all my accesories .and a decent depth i will put on my anklecuffs ,wear the backpack,put on the ankle and hand weights i will put on and earplugs and earmuffs above because of my sensitive ears i will also put foam earplugs in my nose .then put on the handcuffs and tie them with tire ups with the anklecuffs. Then i will just slip of the mattress and in to the sea unable to do anything ,just going to the bottom propably i will start trying to escape from this but i will not be able to and i will end up dead.drowning might be harsh but it is 100% certain death.

 

[GoodPersonEffed]

It better be a pretty strong floating mattress, or it won't be able to hold all that weight. Better an air mattress for sleeping, unless you already have this mattress and know it can support the additional weight.

 

[rhiino]

drowning might be harsh but it is 100% certain death.

Never really thought about it, but it is true. Is there any other method that can provide that?

 

[Taraxias]

It better be a pretty strong floating mattress, or it won't be able to hold all that weight. Better an air mattress for sleeping, unless you already have this mattress and know it can support the additional weight.

I have a floating mattress for the back seats of a car to sleep ,if i end up doing this i have to try it first for sure