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lanahelp

Student
Jan 19, 2022
186
I am awaiting N. Sn discovered.
Meanwhile, I have access to many scripts due to having Lyme disease. Does anyone know what combo might work?!

Propanalol
Klonopin
Antibiotics
Celebrex
Luvox
Lamictal
Benadryl
Remeron
No access to narcotics :(.

I'm desperate for relief. I fought 5 years. I cannot see correctly and have severe depersonalization. Lost everything. I don't try anymore. I was so active and I'm so so sad and scared now. But sure.
 
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Sherri

Archangel
Sep 28, 2020
13,791
I've done many attempt suicides with pills, at lest 5 and they all failed, ended all in the hospital having my stomach pumped with charcoal with a tube up my nose. Maybe think that one better? Sorry for your pain, and it's ok to re think your options in life, a big hug. Whatever you decide I wish you find what you are looking for. However with pills, I wouldn't risk it.
 
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Kristicide

I am a prisoner locked up behind xanax bars
Dec 16, 2021
330
I'm so sorry. Lyme disease is so awful yet you don't hear much about it or how they are looking into ways to help. I can understand why you are looking for way out. Its hard to actually die from pill overdose. I think Amitriptyline od is possible. But SN is an easy way.
 
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JustAMatterOfTime

Fragile
Mar 21, 2021
905
I am no pharmacist but from my limited research no there is no cocktail there, you could maybe get high off a few things, probably don't have the right doses I do not know but die definitely not.
 
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BurnBurnBurn

She/her
Dec 24, 2021
22
I've OD'ed multiple times and I can say it's not necessarily a viable method to ctb unfortunately. I'm still here despite one of my attempts landing me in the ICU. It's tricky getting the right meds / dosage. Not saying it's impossible, because yeah some people have managed it by ODing but it would seem like it fails more than it succeeds. Wish I had better news for you.
 
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ArcherFiles44

Member
Mar 20, 2022
89
I've done many attempt suicides with pills, at lest 5 and they all failed, ended all in the hospital having my stomach pumped with charcoal with a tube up my nose. Maybe think that one better? Sorry for your pain, and it's ok to re think your options in life, a big hug. Whatever you decide I wish you find what you are looking for. However with pills, I wouldn't risk it.
I agree especially if your body is use to taking them (tolerance). Pills are not a sure bet. I tried with seroquel, nope.
 

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