Picked a new date.

[BRAINWORMS]

I picked a new date today.

I've been inactive for a while. Things were better for a while. Now the thoughts I've been running from are back with a vengeance. I've been living on borrowed time.

The new date is quite a ways away, which gives me time to pussy out (again). I want to give things time to maybe get better again, but in case they don't, I have a definitive end to look forward to.

Love to you all. Thank you for still being here.

 

[theboy]

Enjoy the time you have left. I hope you get the peace you need

 

[BRAINWORMS]

Enjoy the time you have left. I hope you get the peace you need

Thank you. One of the reasons I set the date further away is because I have things to enjoy with other people and I don't want to let them down. I'll try my best to enjoy my moments with them.

 

[jodes2]

This is a nice positive ctb post lol I like it. The new date sounds like a great strategy

 

[FuneralCry]

I can imagine that it must be a relief having a plan to leave this world if it comes to that point for you. I wish you the best with what you are doing.