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Celerity

Celerity

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I got rained out, so I couldn't do as much exploring as I wanted. Not the most scenic area to CTB, but it will do. There are a ton of remote areas in this state park. Will probably require breaking some laws to get my car further. The challenge will be picking a spot both far away and relatively accessible for EMTs to retrieve my corpse.

I found no more than 2 "Jesus Loves You" kind of road signs on the way in, so pretty unannoying drive too, if a bit long.
 
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MYStERY_Man

MYStERY_Man

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Jul 15, 2020
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May I ask why such a desolate place?

When I think of CTBing in the wild, I'm contemplating becoming animal food and never being found. In reality, I probably couldn't go do it in a place like this because all my stressors would be gone. So I'll probably do it in my room, my safe place, my personal hell.
 
FuneralCry

FuneralCry

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Very nice. I love the idea of ctb out in nature, somewhere isolated.
 
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WornOutLife

WornOutLife

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Mar 22, 2020
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Beautiful scenery!
 
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Celerity

Celerity

shape without form, shade without colour
Jan 24, 2021
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May I ask why such a desolate place?

When I think of CTBing in the wild, I'm contemplating becoming animal food and never being found. In reality, I probably couldn't go do it in a place like this because all my stressors would be gone. So I'll probably do it in my room, my safe place, my personal hell.
It's the state park with the most remote areas I could find near me.
 
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Celerity

Celerity

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Right. But I mean: why out there? Instead of at home, in a hotel room...
I don't want someone to stop me. I'm using a gun, so if I aim poorly or flinch, I need time to bleed out.
 
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justsayin

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Jan 30, 2021
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You understand the value of not being seen.

 
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omoidarui

omoidarui

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nice photos but id die of hayfever :sick::sick: open fields rly aggravate mine
 
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Fragile

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I'm sure it looks beautiful at sunset.
 
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