just to remember that you can easily lose perspective when feeling this bad... but even if you can not remember what is to feel like wanting to be alive, try to coldy think how much of your life have you really felt suicidal... i'm in my 40s and felt like this maybe 5 years total (mostly in my 20s... getting back though).
also, dying means no more options or possibilities, ever... but that's for another post/minithread
also, dying means no more options or possibilities, ever... but that's for another post/minithread
