People you are scared of leaving behind

[littlemisssunshine]

Anyone you are worried about leaving behind when you are gone.

Mine would be my son but I know in the long run this is the best all round for him x

 

[FreeBIRD]

My mom and my best friend. The suffering is too much sometimes we have to choose ourselves

 

[Tasdevil]

my mother and sister. I hope I can overcome this anxiety of leaving them behind so I can CTB.

 

[FreeBIRD]

Yeah it's not easy

 

[Oyoy]

Mom and boyfriend

 

[anorexic-pigeon]

My twin mostly. He told me that if I CTB, he would too. I don't want to wish that upon him.

 

[Mizzmini45]

Identical twin sister. If I leave she's will leave shortly after. It's a curse. Can't leave , don't wanna stay

 

[ashestoashxs]

My boyfriend, two of my best friends, and my dad and his girlfriend. She seems really nice, and she had a daughter that would have been my age, but died of leukaemia when she was a child. I love them but I feel like I can't go on here. Does anyone have any advice that could help? I know what method I want to use and where but I don't know when because I'm legitimately scared. Not of dying but of leaving them. And what if it fail? Sorry for the rant but any advice would be appreciated.

 

[highlyvolatile]

Siblings and most intermediate family. Not my dads half. (Theyd miss me but i dont care too much for them tbh.)

 

[Dreamless Sleep]

I have days where I worry about what my ctb will do to my daughter, since she has mental health and substance abuse issues. But she has spent years not caring what her lifestyle does to me and using me as her emotional punching bag... so I'm getting to the point where I'm trying to put my needs above hers now.

 

[littlemisssunshine]

I have days where I worry about what my ctb will do to my daughter, since she has mental health and substance abuse issues. But she has spent years not caring what her lifestyle does to me and using me as her emotional punching bag... so I'm getting to the point where I'm trying to put my needs above hers now.

my son has mental health issues I relate. Every day I'm attacked. Every man I've ever been with has hurt me. I'm done living in such a violent life x

 

[s1mplem3]

Not me, I don't have anyone.

 

[selfhater]

sadly i don't have anyone:( i have someone close to me who is suicidal too and he's going to ctb so we both leaving this life

 

[W0ND3R_DOG]

Yes, A friend of mine who I care so much about. I feel like he has been here for me through so much and maybe has even kept me here longer then I would have been otherwise. I know he has considered taking his own life before and it's something we have both talked about in the past. We both have had very rough lives and are both still struggling but he is doing better than me. I wish I could do more to help him. I have such mixed feelings about him too and it is difficult, we are just friends, but lately, I almost wish it was something more. I know he is with someone one else right now and has never thought about me in any other way than a good friend. Regardless, I just feel like I can't leave him if/when I do decide it's time for me to ctb and couldn't live with myself if he were to be the one to find me.

 

[BFishy]

My daughter. She is a wicked daddy's girl. She would be devastated.